sunset

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

11:49 PM
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9:36 PM
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Meaningful songs.

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Saturday, June 20, 2009

we are the few that transfer to Adults 2nd Service together on 31 May 2009.

3:51 PM
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After so long, I am back writing my blog…

As many had known that I had just transfer to Adults 2nd service on 31 May 2009, I will said here come the adults life but on the other side I am still very young in the group too. Just less then a month I been with the adults group, I will said I already started missing a lot of people whom I work closely with in PolyDiNs Service and also my beloved girls when I was their CL, we had a lot of up and downs and a lot of fun time together, i shall said I will not forget the memories. I also miss the leadership team which we used to serve together in DI and the things we always want to see as we pioneer. The other group I miss is the UA people, I remember whenever there is a deadline to meet, and we are always prepare to give and helping out thru out the camp also. Last group I miss is my MM team, every duty we work together we always laugh and always learn from one another and I miss serving with them. Last but not least, another group I miss is the one I am very close with, different congregation is hard to see one another but as long we keep in contact and give out same time for one another, it is possible to meet too. Anw I will be catching up with some during July 1st week lehz..excited for the meet up too…

meet up...

Actually I just came back from a 4 days 3 night camp at KL @ the Legend Hotel. This is my first experience in adult’s camp and this is my first time in KL as I always wanted to go. To my disappointment, I did not get to go to the Twin Tower during the free and easy :(. In this adult’s camp, the theme is HEROES. First thing that came to my mind is, who the HEROES in my life? During this camp, my entire 3 objective was being answered by God and in this camp I learn many things thru Pastor Jeff and Pastor Simon. I can sense the spirit is very high during this 4 days in the ballroom and all I can said is that I did not regret going because I learn many thing from Pastor Jeff and Pastor Simon.

**ermm I don’t know wad I am trying to said in this entry cause what come to my mind, I just type…

Stay tune for next update.

3:12 PM
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Sunday, May 24, 2009

This song is simply so great and the lyrics are very meaningful too.

Listen and you will be touched as it is very good too.

1:22 AM
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Josh Bates
Never Give Up On Me lyrics

Time after time you've been left behind
Like the sun when it's starting to rain
Time after time you've been forgotten
Like a picture that's faded with age
Time after time you ran after me
When I was still running away

Chorus:
You never give up on me
No, You never give up on me
Though I'm weak you are strong
You told me I still belong
No, you never, never give up on me

Time after time I've used your grace
As a way to do what I please
I've taken for granted prayers that you answered
Never been all I could be
You are holding out your hands
And now I clearly see

Chorus

You always erase all my mistakes
You lift me up when I'm down
Through all the ages, Your love never changes
You welcome me just as I am

Chorus

Never give up, never give up on me...

10:49 PM
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Funny truths about life in small small Singapore....

1. Nite - Sleep with air-con; Day - Bathe with heater on

2. Day - Cannot Wake up; Nite - Cannot Sleep

3. Cigarettes - Convenient to buy; not convenient to smoke

4. Chewing Gum - Can Chew, Cannot buy?? (Restricted to buying)

5. Smell of rubbish beside letterboxes; Rubbish inside Letterbox

6. Private Cars - Cheaper & Cheaper to Buy, More expensive & More expensive to Maintain

7. Education - Teachers teaching Less but expects students to learn More

8. High-tech barbaric singaporeans - know how to use state-of-the art equipment, but dunno how to use a simple dustbin or a toilet

9. There are quite a number of rich/poor in spore - They have Car, Credit Card, CPF .... but no Cash and lots of loans

10. Translation is needed between Singaporean Chinese and Mainland Chinese

11. Singaporeans never like to vote, but always like to complain

12. Half Singaporeans rushed to buy Hello Kitty, but the other half busy killing stray cats

13. Public Bus - Half the Crowd squeeze in front section of the Bus, Second section is for Carrying Ghosts

10:55 PM
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Sunday, April 05, 2009

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Saturday, April 04, 2009

The Nurturer

Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging

Quiet, kind, and conscientious. Can be depended on to follow through. Usually puts the needs of others above their own needs. Stable and practical, they value security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Rich inner world of observations about people. Extremely perceptive of other's feelings. Interested in serving others Meet ISFJs

Life
As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system.

ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.

The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

Relationships
ISFJs place a great deal of importance on their personal relationships. They're generally very giving and loving people, who place the needs of others above their own. They sometimes have a problem with becoming overly emotionally needy, and with keeping their true feelings hidden from others. They take their commitments very seriously, and seek lifelong relationships. ISFJs are extremely dependable, and put forth a lot of energy into keeping things running smoothly. They sometimes have difficulty saying "no" when asked to do something, and therefore may be taken for granted.

ISFJ Strengths
● Warm, friendly and affirming by nature

● Service-oriented, wanting to please others

● Good listeners

● Will put forth lots of effort to fulfill their duties and obligations

● Excellent organizational capabilities

● Good at taking care of practical matters and daily needs

● Usually good (albeit conservative) at handling money

● Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships

ISFJ Weaknesses
● Don't pay enough attention to their own needs

● May have difficulty branching out into new territory

● Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism

● Unlikely to express their needs, which may cause pent-up frustrations to build inside

● Have difficulty leaving a bad relationship

● Have difficulty moving on after the end of a relationship

ISFJs as Lovers

ISFJs are committed to their relationships. They have very intense feelings, which is not immediately apparent to others because they tend to hold things inside themselves without expressing them, unless they have a strong reason to do so. Their intensity of feeling makes their intimate relationship their first priority in life, with the possible exception of God. They seek monogamous, lifelong commitments, and can be depended upon to be faithful and loyal to their mates once they have made a commitment.

ISFJs have a difficult time leaving a relationship which is bad, or accepting that a relationship is over. They tend to put all of the blame on their own shoulders, and wonder what they should have done to make things work out. If they have been loyal to their vows and have done their duties, they will be at a complete loss as to what went wrong, and will have great difficulty accepting the end. They are "true blue" lovers, and may even remain faithful to their deceased partners.

ISFJs tend to be very selfless, and to put the needs of others well before their own needs. This may backfire on them, if they get into a situation in which they are taken advantage of, and do not have a good outlet for their strong emotions. In this kind of situation, the ISFJ might bottle up their feelings inside them, and form strong resentments against others. The ISFJ should work on recognizing their own needs, and place some importance on meeting them, rather than always putting the needs of others first. After all, if you can't take care of yourself, how can take care of someone else?

Sexually, the ISFJ sees intimacy as a tangible way of strengthening their relationship bonds. They also see as something of a duty, and are likely to be more interested in serving their partner than in their own personal satisfaction. Although the ISFJ is not likely to be very wordy about expressing their love and affection, they're likely to do so through their deeds, and will deeply value their partner's responding affirmations.

The ISFJ is very warm and selfless. They'll put forth tremendous amounts of energy and time into doing what they feel is their duty. What makes them feel best about themselves is when others show them their appreciation of the ISFJ. Consequently, the best gift that the partner of an ISFJ can give them is the expression of their love and appreciation.

ISFJs have difficulty with conflict situations, and would much prefer to just sweep things under the rug. Sometimes facing a conflict situation helps to resolve it, and the ISFJ should realize that the world will not end if they face the conflict, and express how they feel about it. A conflict situation is not necessarily a "problem" which needs to be gotten rid of, and it is also not necessarily the ISFJ's fault. It's a common problem for ISFJ's to not express their feelings until pushed to some limit, after which they explode in anger and say things which they later feel they shouldn't have said. These kinds of outbursts can be reduced by expressing their feelings on a more regular basis, rather than keeping them pent up inside.

In general, the ISFJ is usually a traditional, family-minded individual who places the comfort of their mates and families as their first priority in life. They're great for providing for everyday basic needs, and have a depth of caring which is very unusual, and not found in most types. They highly invested in the health of their relationships, and will work very hard to make things run smoothly. They are dependable and affectionate lovers.

Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFJ's natural partner is the ESTP, or the ESFP. ISFJ's dominant function of Introverted Sensing is best matched with a partner whose dominant function is Extraverted Sensing.

ISFJs as Parents

Parenthood is seen as natural state and duty to the ISFJ. They are responsible about ensuring that their children have their practical needs met, and try to teach them the rules and observations of our society so that they grow into responsible and independent adults.

ISFJs may have difficulty administering punishment or discipline to their children, although most are able to overcome this discomfort because they feel it is their greater duty to instill their children with sound values. As individuals who value order and structure, they're likely to create well-defined boundaries and roles for their children to live within.

ISFJ parents have a very difficult time if their children grow into "problem" adults. They tend to believe that it is their responsibility, and that they didn't work hard enough to raise their children well. This may or may not be the case, but usually it isn't. ISFJs usually put forth a lot of energy and effort and don't give themselves credit for doing so.

In many ways, an ISFJ makes an ideal parent. Their children will not lack for structure, appropriate guidelines, or warmth and affection. Their children will remember and value the ISFJ parent for their warm natures and genuine efforts on their children's behalf.

ISFJs as Friends

Although the ISFJ is likely to place God and family above their friends in their priorities, they genuinely enjoy spending time with friends and colleagues. In fact, ISFJs usually feel a strong need to talk problems and issues over with people before making decisions on their actions. Some ISFJs like to discuss things over with their friends, rather than their families.

ISFJs enjoy spending time with most other types of people. The love to observe people's reactions and emotions in situations, and so enjoy being around diverse types of people. The ISFJ usually remains reserved around others, and does not open up very much. However, since they have a need to talk things over with others in order to make decisions, they do really need some close confidantes in their life. Their preference for these companions is other Sensing Feeling Judgers. They really enjoy and respect the company of Intuitive Feelers as well, but are not able to relate to them quite as well.

Friends of the ISFJ will value them for their warmth, dependability, depth of emotional awareness and understanding.

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10:46 AM
HEROES

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Read a book and this is so right.

Do you know what potential leaders look like? I have yet to find an organization that had all the good leaders it needed. For that reason, good leaders are always on the lookout for potential leaders. If you have done your own research on leadership characteristics, use what you’ve found to create a description of what you’re looking for in potential leaders. If you haven’t, you may want to use one of my lists. This one is taken from my book The 360” Leader. I’ve found that good leaders and potential leaders display the following characteristics:

• Adaptability—Quickly adjust to change

• Discernment—Understands the real issues

• Perspective—Sees beyond their own vantage point

• Communication——Links to all levels of the organization

• Security—Does not find identity in position

• Servanthood—Does whatever it takes

• Resourcefulness Find creative ways to make things happen

• Maturity—Puts the Team Before Self

• Endurance —Remains a consistent in character and competence over the long haul

• Countability—Can be counted on when it counts

If you see people who display most of these characteristics, you are probably looking at people with great leadership potential.

4:28 PM
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Proverbs 20:19 (NLT)
A gossip goes around telling secrets,
so don’t hang around with chatterers.

Proverbs 20:19 (MSG)
Gossips can't keep secrets,
so never confide in blabbermouths.

Proverbs 20:19 (NIV)
A gossip betrays a confidence;
so avoid a man who talks too much.

11:15 AM
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Proverbs 11
1 The Lord detests the use of dishonest scales,
but he delights in accurate weights.

2 Pride leads to disgrace,
but with humility comes wisdom.

3 Honesty guides good people;
dishonesty destroys treacherous people.

4 Riches won’t help on the day of judgment,
but right living can save you from death.

5 The godly are directed by honesty;
the wicked fall beneath their load of sin.

6 The godliness of good people rescues them;
the ambition of treacherous people traps them.

7 When the wicked die, their hopes die with them,
for they rely on their own feeble strength.

8 The godly are rescued from trouble,
and it falls on the wicked instead.

9 With their words, the godless destroy their friends,
but knowledge will rescue the righteous.

10 The whole city celebrates when the godly succeed;
they shout for joy when the wicked die.

11 Upright citizens are good for a city and make it prosper,
but the talk of the wicked tears it apart.

12 It is foolish to belittle one’s neighbor;
a sensible person keeps quiet.

13 A gossip goes around telling secrets,
but those who are trustworthy can keep a confidence.

14 Without wise leadership, a nation falls;
there is safety in having many advisers.

15 There’s danger in putting up security for a stranger’s debt;
it’s safer not to guarantee another person’s debt.

16 A gracious woman gains respect,
but ruthless men gain only wealth.

17 Your kindness will reward you,
but your cruelty will destroy you.

18 Evil people get rich for the moment,
but the reward of the godly will last.

19 Godly people find life;
evil people find death.

20 The Lord detests people with crooked hearts,
but he delights in those with integrity.

21 Evil people will surely be punished,
but the children of the godly will go free.

22 A beautiful woman who lacks discretion
is like a gold ring in a pig’s snout.

23 The godly can look forward to a reward,
while the wicked can expect only judgment.

24 Give freely and become more wealthy;
be stingy and lose everything.

25 The generous will prosper;
those who refresh others will themselves be refreshed.

26 People curse those who hoard their grain,
but they bless the one who sells in time of need.

27 If you search for good, you will find favor;
but if you search for evil, it will find you!

28 Trust in your money and down you go!
But the godly flourish like leaves in spring.

29 Those who bring trouble on their families inherit the wind.
The fool will be a servant to the wise.

30 The seeds of good deeds become a tree of life;
a wise person wins friends.[a]

31 If the righteous are rewarded here on earth,
what will happen to wicked sinners?[b]

11:10 AM
HEROES

Monday, March 23, 2009

"God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains; it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world."
- C. S. Lewis

"I have held many things in my hands, and I have lost them all, but whatever I have placed in God's hands, that I still possess."
- Martin Luther

5:27 PM
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Saturday, March 14, 2009

2:44 PM
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YES YES YES!!

Meet up with 2 people yesterday at Suntec and we went to gelarie ice cream place. The place is not many people as most people must are crazy with the IT Fair. We set at gelarie for about 2 hours and we just chat about life n ministries. Personally I love this type of time with the people. Thru out the chat, one of them said that I am strong enough to last till now and I said is because I think about people and people matter to me a lot. The other things is that the person mention that xiuzhen you are being ill treat and yet u can survive till now and I said yes I can and the person said I admire you and the person mention that if I am you, I had left church long ago. Haha. Just to let you know that these 2 people are the one I seldom meet up daily but somehow both of them are important to me. They are people who understand me and not only that we understand one another too.

I just want to meet up with these 3 people to spend a one to one time together. I did not type their full names because I don’t want to. U wan to know it is you, den sms me or call me and ask.
-sh.....
-st.....
-fi...

meet up
meet up

2:21 PM
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Thursday, March 12, 2009

12:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Choices.

It’s inevitable, isn’t it? Life is all about making choices. You can’t have the best of both worlds. Choose one, and you’ll have to be mentally prepared to lose the other.

It wasn’t easy for me to come to a decision. This matter had been troubling me for days and weeks. And up till this afternoon, I was still bent on choosing the first. Guilty as I felt, I couldn’t imagine otherwise. But the conversation I had with a friend last night & what she had said to me kept ringing in my ears. I’d come this far; I couldn’t go back there again.

So I made my final decision. I’ll need oodles of self-control not to fall back into that trap. I’d probably end up losing something I really treasured, FOREVER, & feel upset about it, but ultimately I know God is still with me…-

Below is a random songs and words that is very meaningful. haha

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it until I let go
Gave into love
And watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn
And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart
And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
The time of my life
And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
Keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide,
Face to the sun
And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time,
This is the time of my life, my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time,
This is the time of my life,
(Na na na na na, na na na na na)
This is the time of my life,
(Na na na na na)
The time of my life,
Time of my life.

this is the time of your life. :)
-
David Cook/ The Time Of My Life

“Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands.”- Deuteronomy 7:9

Job 17:11 (New International Version)

11 My days have passed, my plans are shattered,
and so are the desires of my heart.

5:21 PM
HEROES

Monday, March 09, 2009

When I Think About the Lord Lyrics:
When I Think about the Lord, How He saved me,
how He raised me,
how He filled me,
with the Holy Ghost.
How He healed me, to the uttermost.

When I Think about the Lord,
how He picked me up and turned me around,
how He placed my feet on solid ground

Chrous*

It makes me wanna shout,
Halleilujiah,
Thank you JESUS,
LORD,
your worthy, of all the glory,
and all the honor, and all the praise...

I am not dead or i am not running away. This is my very first time i am sharing it out in this blog and people who read, dont start judging or doubt me. If you want know more, ask me personally.

The whole month of February, i went thru alot of Ups & Downs and it was during the last 2 weeks of February, i went thru the worst and i just dunno how to describe over here. During one of the days, i rec'd sms and i was ask to meet up. During the few meet up, question was raise up and i have to answer to each question and guess this sound like i get caught and the police is questioning me. haha. As she ask me and i told her, i feel nothing at first because is just another session and session but as she continuing asking more question which is very deep, i feel hurt, i feel sad and memories just flash back. I know i have to tell therefore i took the courage and reply her the answer with tears just flowing down my eyes with those meet up she plan. During this few meet up sessions ends,i did not take train home but i took cab because i want to go home fast and do up my projects and prepare my presentation but i know i will find it hard to concentrates. In the end i manage to concentrate because i told god tat i am going to leave it aside first so i could concentrate to do my projects and prepare my presentation which is more important as i want to be a salt and light and i want to do it well.

Want to also said that if u r leaders, you should not leave your sheep aside n not shepherd them n dun wait till they backslide den you regret because this will be too late. We should not treat our sheep as a small kid but treat them as a young adult.

Want to also said that if u r a member, you should not take your leader for granted. As your leader are also human. Dont wait till your leader or shepherd backslide or what, den you regret because this will be too late as you cant turn back the clock.

11:19 PM
HEROES

i would like to keep updating this blog but cant due to many factors. Currently right now, i am unsure where should i start but i will said I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERY THINGS IN This place.

Suddenly thought of this songs

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my best test
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A lá peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

11:06 PM
HEROES

Thursday, January 15, 2009

(Verse)
Take this offering that I bring
Humbly I fall on my knees
To proclaim You’re everything
My life’s nothing without You
Take my hand and lead me through
You are my sustaining love
I live to worship You
I live to worship You

(Chorus)
Here I am worshiping You
With all I am, worshiping You
Bowing down in spirit and truth
With lifted hands, worshiping You

(Bridge)
I’m gonna worship You forever
I’m gonna worship You
I’m gonna worship You forever
I’m gonna worship You

12:22 AM
HEROES

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Year 2009 first post.

12:34 PM
HEROES

Sunday, November 23, 2008

keeping a balanced view...

From the shepherd's perspective,

It is already tiring as we try to move our people to another level of maturity but it is even more tiring to keep reminding our people that God is sovereign so please dun do anything on ur own accord, will u sheep!

the qns: Can't you crave growth as much as u fancy sin?

From the sheep's perspective,
Why does my shepherd not understand that I am already trying and it is stressful enough with all the other aspects of my life are not doing as well as it should.. Why does she harp on growth when she fails to recognise i am in need of tender care and in huge deficit of love? How can you then say I am wrong to pursue what i need? All she thinks is the doing, can't she not be so task, can she just spend time with me doing what i like and not harp on how i need to grow?

the qns: I am tired, just let me be will u?

the many reasons our sheep hate growth.

In the pursuit of spiritual growth, i have to admit that as a shepherd we tend to forget to nurture our sheep as we encourage them to grow. We often get frustrated with "why did u do it again?" and we are also too caught up with the benchmarks we set to grow and neglected the process of it. We thus need to shower care and concern just like how mothers play dual roles in this.

Similarly for ourselves, when we take a step to turn away from our own self, it takes not just courage but determination and the constant encouragement to stay away from it, to walk in goodwill. We therefore need to be this cheerleader; know where they are coming from and give them countless number of chances like how Jesus did, celebrate with them for the little decisions they make; they knit the fabric of their lives and definitely to protect them by preventing them from falling and getting hurt.

ALSO, prepare urself to have to go thru the trouble of picking them up even after warning them the harm they will face when they choose otherwise. IT IS TERRIBLY HARD TO DO SO but we need to embrace them. we have to be the ones that help them get back on their feet as they nurse their wounds. Wait patiently, they will be that innocent lamb that needs u to guide them back to the right way. Wait, watch and pray!

Open ur doors to always welcome them.

However, as a sheep, we also need to recognize that our shepherd loves us and like what Matthew 7:9-12 says, they will not harm us and will give us good gifts as they represent God, our heavenly dad. as motherish as it sounds, "it is for ur own good." It may seem totally unappealing and the pressure from the outside always tell us the good and fun they want us to have, but know the consequences of doing what u like and not what is right. This has been the constant nag and 'stress' (as a sheep deem given by the shepherd) your shepherds are talking about. Like it or not, this is factual.

Before u acty start thinking that your shepherd only focuses on the task more than your feelings, think in their shoes, understand why they do what they do. Have you not recognize how much they have sacrifise for u. okaes...sacrifise too much of an extreme.

Perhaps how much they went out for u, just simply to hear u speak in the night when they have truckloads of other things they can do, "why do they have to listen to u especially after not heeding their advice?" honestly, they are not exactly the freest people on earth nor are they aunt agony(s).

I tell you why, they CHOOSE to listen to you because they LOVE you and want the BEST for u.

so if you are the above, pls do the following:

#1 Talk to God about it first and confess if you have been secretly plotting some rebellion
#2 Call the involved party(s) and apologise for the way u think and the behaviour u gave
#3 Account to your leader's leader and seek help in reconciliation

the world will be a better place to live in..

3:21 AM
HEROES

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

This was taken at abigail (yu yu) house during CG.

11:09 PM
HEROES

Saturday, November 01, 2008

It was once mentioned that reading books on vision or thinking about vision is quite a dangerous act to do at night. it can give you sleepless nights and keep your eyes wide open, and your heart bubbling with excitement.
just only from the introduction is a short abstract that i would like to share with the readers of this blog:

vision will prioritize your values. a clear vision has the power to bring what's important to the surface of your schedule and lifestyle. a clear vision makes it easy to weed out of your life those things that stand in the way of achieving what matters most.
without vision, good things will hinder you from achieving the best things.
without vision, there is no relational, financial or moral compass. consequently, they often make foolish decisions.

the above para kinda "jumped" out at me when my eyes went through them. rightaway i was reminded of the current sermon series going on- priority living. vision and priority go hand in hand. His agenda must be my first priority. i am bought at a price, the price that no one else can ever paid.

Ephesians 2:10 (New International Version)

10'For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

Ephesians 2:10 (The Message)

10'Now God has us where he wants us, with all the time in this world and the next to shower grace and kindness upon us in Christ Jesus. Saving is all his idea, and all his work. All we do is trust him enough to let him do it. It's God's gift from start to finish! We don't play the major role. If we did, we'd probably go around bragging that we'd done the whole thing! No, we neither make nor save ourselves. God does both the making and saving. He creates each of us by Christ Jesus to join him in the work he does, the good work he has gotten ready for us to do, work we had better be doing.

1:40 AM
HEROES

Just feel like encouraging everyone especially to my lovely cg girls:

DI A1 is not only a CG that exist just like that..
But we are ONE BIG FAMILY..
It actually does not matter who we serve with, who our leaders are,
The IMPORTANT KEY things here is we must SHARE ONE COMMON GOAL (Great Commission, campus ministry)
And ONE COMMON HEARTBEAT FOR CHRIST!
AMEN.

1 Chronicles 4:10 (The Msg)
9-10 Jabez was a better man than his brothers, a man of honor. His mother had named him Jabez (Oh, the pain!), saying, "A painful birth! I bore him in great pain!" Jabez prayed to the God of Israel: "Bless me, O bless me! Give me land, large tracts of land. And provide your personal protection—don't let evil hurt me." God gave him what he asked.

1:35 AM
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Thursday, September 11, 2008

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

IT'S IN THE VALLEYS I GROW
Sometimes life seems hard to bear,
Full of sorrow, trouble and woe
It's then I have to remember
That it's in the valleys I grow.

If I always stayed on the mountain top
And never experienced pain,
I would never appreciate God's love
And would be living in vain.

I have so much to learn
And my growth is very slow,
Sometimes I need the mountain tops,
But it's in the valleys I grow.

I do not always understand
Why things happen as they do,
But I am very sure of one thing.
My Lord will see me through.

My little valleys are nothing
When I picture Christ on the cross
He went through the valley of death;
His victory was Satan's loss.

Forgive me Lord, for complaining
When I'm feeling so very low.
Just give me a gentle reminder
That it's in the valleys I grow.

Continue to strengthen me, Lord
And use my life each day
To share your love with others
And help them find their way.

Thank you for valleys, Lord
For this one thing I know
The mountain tops are glorious
But it's in the valleys I grow!

(This poem was written by Jane Eggleston who currently lives in Virginia. Her son Jeff states, "She is a wonderful person, loves Jesus and has been the best mother anyone could ever ask for." What a fitting tribute to any mother.)

2:59 AM
HEROES

Saturday, August 16, 2008

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

CHORUS:
And I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

BRIDGE:
All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow

3:59 AM
HEROES

Friday, August 15, 2008

Waiting is preparation. When the time comes, we will be ready to go all out. Its nv wasted!
Sometimes pple ard us seems to know their calling so sure and early, well i know they are people who are firstly faithful w little, and God slowly add upon and show them more.

God's plan for us is to prosper us, not to harm us. His plans for each individual are different. Trust him.

As we labor in hardwork and prayer, Fruits will surely come! If God is for us, no one can be against us!!

Go listen to hill songs new album: This Is Our God. The songs inside are awesome. its really very uplifting and encouraging.

Go and listen one of the songs called: desert song ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZE33ejdgWIY) I was really encouraged by the story of one of the worship leader who sang this song. Smth happened before she recorded this song. Can check it out. How she still praises God and trust in God despite of her circumstance.

Go watch another clip of their new song called: Healer (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4xsWldmqAo&feature=related)
The guy who wrote this song, Mike Guglielmucci. Mike is a youth pastor at Planet shakers Church in Melbourne City. He wrote this song when he knows he had a terminal cancer. . Yet, he still believes and trusts God for his healing. Even till the pt he led this song; he put on an oxygen tube and sang it w all his heart. While watching the clip, I totally went speechless.

This is what he said that caught my heart during the interview clip: “we can choose what to be magnify." (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZ_ny8hMgRY&feature=related)
he chose to magnify God instead of his illness. God is BIGGER than the situation.
he is so filled w hope and continues to battle w the illness. He still move on w his life, not feeling pitiful and all. His life testimony really shows me what it means by trusting in God at ALL times and praising Him for who he is.

Because of his real life, his relationship w God, this song that he wrote is so powerful! As the congregation worship w this song, the faith level and dependency on God is so strong.

It makes me reflect upon my life. Everything I go thru, it’s not wasted. Big or small, all can be use for God's purpose somehow, somewhere.

Sometimes I rant and complain abt the happenings in my life.oh man. Compare to people who went thru so much in their life, mine is nth man. Yes, like what shirls said to us before when I was in youth, our problems are like peanuts!!

When u chooses to look to God, there's hope. Not fixing your eyes on situation but God.

I want to be such a person that chooses to focus on God not on things ard me. Cos nth going to change when I keep dwelling in my circumstances. Only when I learn to surrender and magnify God, focus on Him, I can be at rest. When God is in control, that’s enough.

3:15 AM
HEROES

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Last night was working at airport T3. During the midnight shift, some guys from the other terminals came over and ask me to join them to go for supper but I rejected because I said I was full but actually I am not as I haven taken my meal plus during work time I was having fever, sore throat, flu n bad cough.
Last night was my first time I spend 4 hours thinking of lots of thing while at work and yet god spoke to me too. It was my first time I never sms someone that was very close to me, reason because is personal. Btw I don’t know what to write in my blog today le so I am going to end here.

Btw the way I not emo so u people dun think about this

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12:00 AM
HEROES

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Recently been doing lots of ministry things and personal thing. Just last week, few of my friend birthday and one of them is Stewart. Once again wish you Happy Birthday and I know you are very surprise on both Friday and Saturday the celebration. Some photos I will upload in my blog when it is done and personally I like his sheep azri the creative birthday idea that he did to his shepherd under the bridge near esplanade.

Had a great time chatting with Joycelyn on the phone during a wee hour and we chat till 5am and she is the 1st one to KO. Personally this time I chat with joycelyn is pretty different as I believe we both did grow and we both just wan to encourage one another to grow even deeper with God and challenge one another to rise up to a higher leadership. Btw want to tell Jen n Joycelyn is that when u all saw me, I was just looking at the cat so don’t think I trying to catch because I don’t even dare to carry.

Saturday woke up early morning then rush down to Coleman for the UA meet then did the CLC register. The whole register end around 12.30pm like that then few of the UA nv attend the CLC as we already graduate already so therefore we went to Hans to eat then after that waited for XT then went back Coleman then go there awhile then I went to buy Birthday present.

Sunday was another day, my sheep Yokeling lost her way when she went to CLC 2 class which is held at Donald house and to tell the truth, Donald house is really difficult to find and therefore in the end she nv go as the class was also about to end and so she came my house to slack and then after that she went to do her project and me went to the east area. Around 5plus, we went Pasir Ris area and saw many green men. I was telling one of them is that this green man can just hide behind the trees and no one will notice them. One thing that is very funny is, we walk to MAC we saw green man, we walk to BK we saw green man, we walk to MRT and INTERCHANGE also green man and if you people want to see green man, then go Pasir Ris on Sunday evening and you can see a lot and you will laugh too.

Monday went to accompany someone to get Slipper at city n susspose to meet Fiona before getting the slipper as she want to drop by and say hi but she can’t because she got to rush home and therefore after buying the stuff, both of us went 527 and have dinner together with 2 friend and after that chatted awhile then head back home from the usual place. While we were walking, I saw a cat jump on top of a car and the way the cat jump seems very funny but overall I just love spending time with the right people.

There is a lot of people i want to thank God but I will only name out a few as this people is important to me:
- Fiona
- Jasmine(sheep)
- Joel
- Joleen(sheep)
- Joycelyn
- Shuping
- Shuzhen
- Stewart
- Yokeling (sheep)

Tml I will update more

11:23 PM
HEROES

Friday, July 25, 2008

Back here blogging n this post is going to be super long.

I decided to blog this down after thinking thru for very long. Am very concern for each of my cg girls a lot every time and when it come to this, I will always talk to my beloved sheep. Every time when I am alone, I will think and think a lot and even if sometime I hang out with few close people, I will still think and is really affecting me a lot. This matter I only share to GOD alone and no one else because I don’t think they will understand. God I pray that whatever that is happening, is for good. Girls remember that whatever testing you all are going thru; you need to pass and want to tell you all that God will never give testing that you can’t take.

Why do we keep believing?
Simply because...

God has everything in control.
1 Corinthians 10:13, No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

God knows what's best for us.
Jeremiah 29:11, For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

God is with us.
Matt 28:20, And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age

below is a MUST to read and let it go thru your mind n think abt it too.

Spiritual life is always warfare. Some refused to move forward, some yearn to move yet has circumstances around them, and some, are moving head on. Nevertheless, God calls us to live our day as wise and for him... How much is our life given to God? 10%, 20%, 30%, 40%? God yearns for our 100%..... When we refuse to move forward, don't we realize everybody else is moving on? Then aren't you only moving backward? When we yearn to move yet have circumstances around us, don't we realize, we're not the only one in this fix...? Fight it bravely against all odds =) When we move head on, don't we realize we're using everything we have? At the end of the day, why does it seem like no matter what is done, is wrong? Because one thing is lacking, JOY.

Fighting for God is no longer of something of the flesh, but of the spirit. There are simply too many temptations, too many distractions, but all the more it's our spirit. Is the love still there? Are we still reaching out because of love? Or is it pure results we're looking for? Is there still joy when we're reaching our because of love, or disappointment?? Shouldn't we be burdened instead? Are we only moving towards results, or really seeing people like they ought to be seen? People are but human flesh... Or are we seeing them as walking objects? Conversions isn't about bringing walking objects in to church, but about bring flesh and blood with soul in to the kingdom of God... How much are we devoting them to prayer? How much are we asking for God for permission to bring their souls into the kingdom?

Found we've lost all the joy/motivation/love? It's not an excuse to stop... It's only an excuse for you to all the more stay near to God in your spirit. As you walk, pray, as you talk, the Lord's with you... as you do, it's devoted to prayer and empowered by the spirit... as we drag our feet, the spirit is lifting us up... So don't say 'I've lost in all, I need to stop' For God never stopped... He never stopped when he was preaching to us... But every moment of his life was devoted to prayer. The only time of silence with God, Quality time with God was the very first hour of the start of his day... and even more time when he had burden on his shoulder before his death was nearing in the Garden of Gethsemane...

To reap, you've got to die to yourself. So that you may bear new fruits and bloom again. Or else, we'll still be holding on to the already wilted flower... Where death accompanies... We'll bloom and wither, die and blossom again... How much are we aware of the new life that awaits the death of a flower? Do you see hope and life, or death? To die to ourselves, how much courage does it need....? I don't know for anyone... for me, it's taking me everything I have... and it's scary... but I’d rather die with God empowering me, den to know I’m dying without Him beside me... For I know God's plan is only good... If I die without him by my side, I’d know... I’ll never blossom again... May the Father water me with the cup of fresh living water in his hands, may I die to myself, and see the beauty again. =)

The end

What does living a life of worship really means?

Relationship
In order to praise God for who He is, we must know Him, His nature, His desires, His plans, His heart. It is impossible to praise and worship someone you do not know personally. The more you know Him, the more you love and worship Him. The more you worship Him, the more you know Him.

In worship, there is communion. The more you commune with Him and He communes with you, the more you know Him. Our relationship with the Father must be a growing, ever-increasing one.

A Yielded Life
To be one who lives a life of worship is to be one who is yielded to God's Spirit. As we yield ourselves to His Spirit, He changes us from Glory to Glory! As we willingly cooperate with His Spirit, He works in us to will and to do His good pleasure.

If we go through the motions or outward expression of praise and worship, but our hearts are not yielded to Jesus, we merely praise Him with our lips, but our hearts are far from Him. It then becomes an act that is vain worship. It is fruitless worship. It is strange fire.

Whoever you praise and worship (give worth to) is who you give your life to. Whoever you give your life to is who you praise and worship. This yieldedness must be lived out daily. Every day we have the opportunity to live the yielded, crucified life. When we yield to the Spirit of God rather than to our flesh, we have worshiped Him (Galatians 2:20).

A Thankful Life
To live a life of worship is to have a thankful heart and attitude. God reveals to us that thanksgiving is a gateway to praise and worship. As we live the thankful life, we enter easily into His courts with praise (Psalm 100:4). We are to sing and make melody in our hearts to the Lord in all things, and we are to come into His presence with singing. We are to give thanks to Him and bless His Name. Accordingly, Scripture shows us that God inhabits and is enthroned upon the praises of His people. Praise is His address - it's where He lives (Psalms 22:3; 100:2,4).

Thankfulness in our hearts is expressed with the words of our mouths. Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. Thankfulness changes things! Thankfulness changes attitudes, changes situations, and changes us! As we give thanks to God and praise Him, His presence is in our midst and His Glory is revealed (Matthew 12:34).

Passion for His Presence
In the presence of the Lord, there is fullness of joy. In Him is our life, our health, our peace, our hope, our joy. He has created us so that everything we need, we find in Him! In His presence, our longing hearts are fully satisfied. We are complete. We are fulfilled. We are created for His pleasure, and this is where we find our joy. His desire is for His people, and our desire is for Him. There is a longing within us that cannot be satisfied by anything else but our intimate communion with Him.

The things of this world grow strangely dim in the Light of His glory and grace. We must so desire His presence in our lives that we allow nothing to take His place or to distract us from knowing Him. He is our greatest passion. No one else, nothing else can fulfill the cry of our hearts!

Extravagant Worship
To live a life of worship is to be an extravagant worshiper. Even as the woman who broke the precious alabaster vial of perfume upon Jesus, so we pour out our lives in worship to Him. As we do this, our very lives become a sweet fragrance to Him and to others. As we praise our God, we declare and show forth who He is!

When we worship our God, there is a gathering or drawing in of people. This drawing comes from the Presence of the Living God who dwells in, and is enthroned upon the praises of His people (Psalm 22:3). As God our Father is enthroned upon our life of praise, He draws all men to Himself.

What is Worship?
It is our life in relationship with Jesus, being lived for and being offered daily to Him. Worship is our lives exalting Him, giving Him honor and blessing Him in the easy times, the hard times, joyful times, weeping times, at all times. It is our showing forth His praise - His excellence in every circumstance of our lives (Romans 12:1).

We have such a limited view of praise and worship! It's so much more than singing a song or playing an instrument! It's so much more than a once or twice a week event within four walls of a building! Just like the Samaritan woman at the well of Jacob, we often have a narrow understanding of what true worship is. Jesus revealed to her that worship of God is not limited by location, nationality, or anything else. Jesus taught her that true worshipers worship God in Spirit and in truth.

Man is so often encumbered by traditions, rules, laws, and regulations in worship! Many times we are more concerned with what day, what time, what location, and other outward boundaries rather than true worship which proceeds from the Spirit. As Jesus Christ has revealed the Father's heart to us, we understand that the day or time is not of central importance. Jesus taught us that He is our Sabbath day of rest! The issue is not a time or place (or what other people think), but our relationship with Father God through Jesus Christ, His Son! Worship is our lives fully yielded to Him. It is His life lived through you and me!

4:36 AM
HEROES

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

This 3 pictures mean alot to me and they are very important in my life ever since i am in Hope CHURCH:

First person i would like to introduce is SHUPING. She is my 1st shepherd when i was in hope and she is one of the them that i still share my life to her and we still catch up with one another. We know each other for 9 years n i want to thank god for her. Jia you in your adult grp.

Second person i would like to introduce is RUTH. She is my 2nd shepherd in hope and i remember i am very afriad of her last time. I remember she challenge me alot when i in SMSS. I want to thank god for you too.

Third person i would like to introduce is SHUZHEN. She is my 4th shepherd in hope. I want to thank god for you and indeed i enjoy serving with you and thanks for teaching me lots of thing too.

Anw my 3rd shepherd is TAMAR. I dont have her picture so i cant put but she is important in my life too as she had impacted me alot and teaching me lots of thing and training me too. The common place that i remember me n her go is the mac opposite my sch and the school hall outside having DMM and many more.

To conclude, i want to thank the 4 of them for teaching me and training me with many things and would like to said i love you 4 alot and even right now u r not my shepherd but you all are always in my heart. Thank for all the encouragement cards you all give me. Let run the race together. AMEN.

1:56 AM
HEROES

On top the few pictures is the most recent, i went on sunday 20-07-08, went there celebrate early bdae and i believe is one of the best gift i know u njoy it too.

On top the 3 pictures, is some snapshot i took while they are trying to fall asleep during CG overnite. Some hide their face so you can guess who are the people.

On top the pic, is meihwa n joel bdae in the same month. Meihwa used to be our ldr in DI but now she move on to TSPT le. For joel, he is our DI UL. He is the leader i respect alot and indeed i learn alot from him too.

This is the only cat that is very cute.

12:56 AM
HEROES

Sunday, June 22, 2008

10:07 AM
HEROES

I am happy that my cg has 1 convert today and her name is Michelle. Michelle is sherlyn bring her to church and she is a nice person to talk. I am happy for sherlyn that she is a shepherd now and I really can see she work very hard. I could see my girls spirit more and more excited and hunger for WOG more n more and can see how desperate they want to grow and taking GOD word seriously now. Back on Thursday, I have cg and during cg, I told them about the vision that GOD gives for our cg and at the same time, I start this campaign called CG1507. As a cg, we want to hit 15 by end July and I believe we all can do it. AMEN. I want to be a leader that guides my girls to the right way and not wrong way and raising them to be the next generation of leaders and training them to be a salt and light in their family and schools. I just want to say I love my cg girls a lot and each of them is important in my life too. Come on girls, let’s see more n more convert and pray regularly to GOD too. Remember all of us are in the race together and so never think you are alone okay.

1:23 AM
HEROES

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

From now, I have to wake up everyday around 7am & life still goes on daily. Monday I meet joleen for shepherding at tamp area and Tuesday meet jasmine for shepherding at woodlands area. The next want will be meeting Yokeling for shepherding and Thursday is cg. I always look forward for cg because I can see all of them & I enjoy fellowshipping with the cg people too. Focus for me is that I & my cg girls really want witness weekdays convert and been telling my cg girls that we are together in this race and lets spur one another daily and I told the cg people that every week, we should spend our time well and lets see everyone have a convert. It is possible with GOD & GOD see our heart. Thursday we will start a cg campaign. So girls look forward to it okay.

12:51 AM
HEROES

Monday, June 16, 2008

Saturday after service, watch Kung Fu Panda at Cathay. The movie is awesome and I just can’t stop laughing. I seriously can’t believe that panda can actually fight the leopard. Overall is a nice show, been very long never watch movie and I remember my last movie show I watch is with my dearest sheep joleen during our shepherding time.

This is the quote from Kung Fu Panda movie:
Yesterday is a history. Today is a mystery.

1:02 AM
HEROES

Sunday, June 15, 2008

The songs:

How could I live without you

How could I survive

Without your love, without your touch

Your the one that heals me

That cleanses my heart

And set me free

Now I bow right before you

With my hands lifted up

And my heart humbly bow at your work on the Cross

As you hung there and died

You were paying the price for my life

For my life

Chorus:

For your love is higher than the Heaven

Is deeper than the sea

And all I want is you in my life

No one else can satisfy my soul

Can make me feel this way

Only you, Lord

1:41 PM
HEROES

Thursday, June 12, 2008

THis video is so touching

12:25 PM
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Monday, June 09, 2008

Yesterday service is so awesome. Thank god for the Filipino band that came down and play for us. Really appreciate a lot. Thank god for Pastor Jasmine for the sermon. The sermon is so powerful that my girls were much convicted too and they just simply said god is so real in their life. Great dinner time spending with my cg girls and I am very happy too. Half way thru, I told them I have to leave because I have clm. During clm, I was so refreshed by the worship songs and the sharing that jasmine share with us, was a great teaching. She teaches us about Joshua. Not going to write the whole teaching because I wrote a lot but I am going to share to my whole cg about this teaching that I learn. After teaching, we are susspose to find someone from different campus to pray together. I pray with this particular cl and we were sharing what we learn and what we want to do this week and we pray for one another. Well this week we will be having our ess and during this ess, I really hope to see at least 3 convert in my cg. I know with god this is possible and I am trusting god with all my heart. I can see how my girls are excited for it as I kept encouraging them and some already started to invite. Let’s see more visitors coming this week and fill at least 3 rows of the green seat. Amen.
***Come on girls, lets trust god with all our hearts and join me together in fasting this week and remember our cg prayer together at 12am. Amen.

Hmmm just reach home not long. Today when to Malaysia with a bunch of people and we ate stingray, prawn, sotong, chicken wing, vegetable & don’t know wad the big bowl call ha-ha. After we eat this, we head down to city square the secret receipt and I ate brownie with ice cream while the rest ate their favourite cakes over there. Today with all this eating and hanging out with this bunch of people is actually to have a mini farewell for azri as he will be going in to NS this coming Thursday to serve the nation. To end my day, I will say that today I hit my entire objective and I am happy about it.

3:14 AM
HEROES

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Life is full of beauty. Notice the bumble bee,
the small child, and the smiling faces.
Smell the rain, and feel the wind.
Live your life to the fullest potential,
and fight for your dreams.
----Ashley Smith----

We keep moving forward, opening new doors,
doing new things, because we're curious and
curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
----Walt Disney----

Your goals are the road maps that
guide you and show you what is
possible for your life.
----Les Brown----

3:00 AM
HEROES

Friday, June 06, 2008

On Wednesday, liyan meet me in the evening at PS food court. During the talk with liyan, I just spoke to her whatever she needed to know and whatever she ask me I will tell her. During the talk, it was very serious talk and something she tells me, I was actually not surprise by it because I told liyan is that even if you don’t tell me, I also know. Liyan told me lots of stuff and to end the day with her, I was pretty sad actually after the whole conversation we had talk over the table at PS food court. While I was travelling, I was actually thinking a lot of stuff like my cg and other things too. I tell myself I want to bring my cg to another greater height and I want all of them to have joy serving god during the tough time. One thing that I am going to share with my cg is that they should focus on god and not the problem and we should be secure too.

Personally I have a good time chatting with Felicia (di), we actually talk on the phone for 1 hour and I will want to say it is worth it. She was pretty shock that something I said was so true and most of the talk we actually agree. Will not said so much about it. Anyway Felicia I will guide u n help u n also keep u in my prayer too.

Another person that I catch up with recently is Yokeling too; she just came back to Singapore not long. Great catch up with her and at the same time teaching her too. She share with me her plan what she want to do and also she never fails to update me about her sheep life. She is one person that loves her sheep alot and also loves the cg members a lot. She is a person that opens her life to me and she is always being accountable to me. To end off, we two always help one another in everything we could. Thank God for you lehz Yokeling.

To conclude,
In order to guide people, we need to follow god and we need to be spiritual doing well. If you are not doing well, you cant be able to guide people that is under you.

me,sheeren,jiashen & donald. Btw Bq run away from us cause he dun wan take picture

is a snapshot.

finally we manage to take bq le, he is the one wearing green incase u all dunno

my goodness i nv see such a shy guy before, he actually covering his face but thanks to jeremy tan tha he manage to took him.

merlion is so nice so we decided to take picture here and guess wad, we went in to merlion is free. haha

12:23 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

The 3 slippers are the same brand

he is taking a rest after digging some treausre at the sand

donald and yu hui just came back from petrol station

am helping the games to do their work

cutting the scotch tape to paste on the plastic bag

btw i nv eat the calbee crackers, the person who eat is yu hui haha

someone at the table said that this scotch tape is to paste the mouth de.

ben is trying to do my admin while i am helping him doing the games work

ben said he too tired to do my admin le so he took a break with his station master.

tat is ben, nuth better to do lo

tat is eilton and he is the host for cyl2

everyone of them is so excited to start playing the games

phoebe is one of the admin volunteer and cedric also but sorry to said his pic i dun haf

kenneth is one of the logistic volunteer

look at liyan, she is talking to one of her team members

are u ready for the tug of war???

Joycelyn team

Colin team

Jolene Team

James Team

Jolene team with their flag

$800/- cash.

me & stewart..tired day

nice

nice sunset

11:39 AM
HEROES

Monday, June 02, 2008

Back here blogging.

I am so tired. I would like to say the CYL2 is over and I want to say that god is so good to us. On Saturday, 21 of us went to Sentosa the tanjong beach to set up the place and also to set up the station games. During the overnight, everyone was doing their own games station and for me, I do the admin and the welfare of the committee and also help up in doing some of the games station works. That night everyone was just so busy. We manage to finish our stuff around 4plus and then we sleep at 5am. On that night, one of the station master was having fever and when everyone know about it, everyone just pray for him to ask god to recover him and when we pray, he was in the car resting while we were at the tentage praying.  I just can’t sleep well because was having headache. During the morning time around 7am, I look up the sky and was so dark and I faster start to pray to god. After praying, I walk around the beach.

Finally was the time to set up even more things in the morning, checking to see if I did left out anything. Here come 12pm and people started to stream in and all the way till 1.15pm then we start the survivor games. During the briefing by Jeremy tan, everyone was just so serious listening and awaiting for it to start. When the moment the games start, everyone was running to their station. Thank goodness no one was injured and no rain too. The most exciting time was the tug of war, It is very interesting when I see the 4 teams challenging with one another and fighting to win the cold heart cash $800/-. To end the whole event, the winner teams that walk away with the cold heart cash $800/- was the SP team and 2nd runner was the DI team. I am just so proud of them the DI team and seeing how the Team leader lead the teams when one of the member was so sad. Overall, everyone enjoy themselves a lot and let’s look forward for the next event.

I want to thanks Donald, Jiasheng, Bing quan, Shareen, Jeremy tan & Jeremy ng that I am able to work with you and learning different thing from each of you. Looking forward to work with you all again in the next CYL 3.

Will continue to update tml.

11:00 PM
HEROES

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Past few days is a tiring day. It started on last Saturday early noon when I go meet my cg girls at bugis to celebrate both huiyin n jasmine birthdays. We bring jasmine to pet shop to get her hamster as a birthday gift and can see she is very happy. After buying the stuff, whole cg went to the usual café at cuppage plaza to sit down and talk till their visitor and service start and was pretty sad that I can’t join in their conversation for very long because I need to go nexus to do the cyl things. Everything in service was normal & I am very touch by the video that was play during the sermon, tears just flow and memories in the past just flash back to me. During the altar call, I can see my girls eagerly desire to share their life testimony to the friends. Want to thank god that he bless us with one convert and not only is that she a first year student. At that point of time, I can see all my girls were really joyful and I want to say to my cg girls is that you all did well in inviting and sowing. Never give up during the tough time n let witness more converts in our cg. Amen.

Saturday night time chill up was at T3 TCC with Joleen, James, Joel, chenwei & me. We chat about ministry and we even share the first impression of each of us feel towards one another. The talk is really a good talk with one another. We left T3 around 4am. Then the moment I reach home, I faster shower and went to nap awhile.
Sunday was really a whole day event. First went to sentosa morning at 10am for cyl stuff then afternoon went to east coast park for cyl stuff also then around 8pm went to PS to order things and after that was dinner at 85 at bedok with the cyl people. Btw the thing that happens that whole night till 3am plus, was a funny memory. Whatever it is, thank god for you people.

Yesterday meet up my sheep at vivo to collect phone and have lunch together, pretty sad that joleen cant join us due to her work but never mind cause there is always another day. The time that I spend with jasmine my sheep was a fruitful. Especially when we sit near the sea where we can see the ship, cable car and sentosa train was just so nice n was very windy. I will said that it is a nice place to chill and especially when u sit at pcc the swing, that is even better but I so far only sit once. After that went to LJS to have dinner with jasmine, myself and another fren. Was a great dinner and after jasmine left, had a great talk with that fren too. will not said so much cause i already pen down in my personal book le.

Today is another day; thank god I done ordering for the hampers, badge, wet tissue, Quaker bar and Ice Mountain already and the thing will be sending tml. Pretty happy about it, so that means I still left with the fruits ordering and milo sweets. I pray that god will help and pray that the people will charge me cheaper. God may you help. Whatever it is, am excited and looking forward for the event. Joyful.

9:27 PM
HEROES

Thursday, May 15, 2008

i did a quiz that my fren send me and here's my results....

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

After doing this, i somehow find it very true on certain things...

3:22 AM
HEROES

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

this picture is super cool..

Been few days I nv updated because been very busy in lots of stuff and plus very sick up till now. Really want to say a big thank you to my xshepherd shuzhen for praying for me at 6th floor on Saturday after your service when you saw me and I was seriously touch. Thanks to those people that so concern for me. I appreciate it very much. Just now had a meeting with my whole cg at my house, during the meeting, every of you speak out and it is good and I can see each of you is giving your best. Really want to encourage all of you to have more faith in god and continue reading gods word daily too. I am excited for this week ess and also excited for cg mcg. I am happy that this mcg is going to be exciting and going to have many visitors coming. Lets see 10 visitors in this mcg and want to thank god for joleen and jasmine as both of them decided to take up this role to plan for the mcg. I love you two a lot and your spirit too. Have to sleep so cant said much le.

1:39 AM
HEROES

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

3:53 PM
HEROES

Ehhh I had been sick for 4 days lehz and still haven recover. I just pray that god will heal me fast cause if I sick, lots of thing I cannot do especially when I lost my voice, fever and flu like shepherding my sheep’s, meeting up my contacts and friends and many other things. Few days that I am so sick, I had been also telling myself that I wan to grow in god deeper and grow in all my skills and knowledge in the bible. I am proud to be in DI ministry and being in this ministry, I will want to see a cg birth out in both DOVER and CLEMENTI School and I know that it is POSSIBLE IN GOD. I am not doing alone but I am doing it with god strength and I know gods see my heart desire. One of the week when my shepherd meet me, she told me this is that be prepare to lead mixed gender cg too and I told myself is that I am ready for it and I will take it because this is all gods plan. I am going to do 40 days fasting & praying and with this fasting & praying, it is for my own growth and also both my sheep and cg growth. Seriously I am expecting to see my cg to have a super big revival this few months and want to tell you girls is that whatever testing god give you, you can take it want. REMEMBER GOD WILL NV GIVE TESTING THAT YOU CAN’T TAKE IT.
Lastly I would like to say is that I love every single of you in my cg and those that I hang out with normally, I love you too. Want to also encourage those that I normally hang out with is that continue to run in the race and dun give up serving. Just keep yourself focus on god.

Leadership perks!

Courage
anointing
wisdom

for

discipleship
outreach

Lord, guide me!
I need all of the above! I need to grow wiser to solve all man's problems,
I need anointing to lead my group and I need courage to face the uncertain issues! Lord, I want to sharpen my skills in discipleship and outreach! Help me!

3:51 PM
HEROES

Ecclesiophobia --> fear of church
Chronophobia --> fear of time
Dutchphobia --> fear of dutch
Phagophobia --> fear of being eaten
Coulrophobia --> fear of clowns
Ranidaphobia --> fear of frogs
Ailurophobia --> fear of cats
Homilophobia --> fear of sermons
Thanatophobia --> fear of death

1:43 PM
HEROES

Currently in the month of April, is a time to catch hold of all the freshman and a time to run the race even we r tired and let’s go all the way out. God is going to do lots of thing in our cg this month and let see a big revival in DI 1. In this quarter, i am going to see another cg birth out. I will not say much about that. Few days ago, i had been going Malaysia for dinner n then went city square to shop awhile. Want to say I enjoy going with you all and I think you know who you are.
Want to end of with this is tat:
yes, God gives us courage for our daily challenges
but great courage belongs to you who leave your comfort to pursue God-given vision

1:34 PM
HEROES

In the month of March, is again very happening because we have our areta camps which consist of Poly, Di & Ns people. I will say is a different camp. This time round we dun have games in camp, we have comfortable bed for each of them, we have chalet for each cg, lastly is tat we have buffet in camp. Overall i enjoy n i learn a lot in camp even with the duties tat i need to carry out during camp time but one thing is that i seriously love serving people and working with new people. In this camp, i can see my cg grow a lot and witnessing all my sheep so eager to apply wat they learn in camp into their spiritual walk with god and during camp, god show me even a clear picture in my cg and this is the time i really comfirm tat god give de. Not forgetting, i want to welcome sherlyn into DI 1. Here is another list of people i want to thank god for in this camp that i work so closely with:
- Liping
- Phoebe
- Yiheng
- Jeremy
- Gary
- Stephen
- Samuel
- Cedric
- Jacob
- Stewart (think i dun need said because u know rite)
- Azri (u know urself)
- Wei xiong (u know urself)

Here is another list i want to thank god for those people during the affirmation time and this people somehow really impact my life a lot:
- Joleen
- Jasmine
- Jul
- Huiyin
- yokeling(even u not tat but i know u have thing to said de)
- Hong koon
- Ace
- Jey
- Phoebe
- Liping
- Joycelyn
- Stewart
- Azri
- Suquan
- Meihwa
- Liyan
- Pastor jasmine
To conclude, i just want said that i love all of you and glad to serve god and lets see each other at the end of the race.

1:28 PM
HEROES

It had been super long time that I did not update my blog and those regular reader kept scolding me and asking me to update and so finally I am free now n so I decided to blog and therefore you all dun scold me le  I will start of with the month of Feb 2008 during cny celebration. This year celebration is so happening & I just love it. On the other hand, i would said that I manage to went out with the mission team people whom i went mission with in the year of 2007 to Hope BP. basically we have steamboat together at bugis area and after tat went to Stewart house for cny visitation with the family and not forgetting before the mission outing, i went Joel hse as he invited some of the di and non di people to his house. Guess wad, Joel cook some western food n is a healthy food for us n want to thank god for you. Few days ago, i went to my sheep house for visitation too and at the same time getting to know their parents and i would said my sheep parents are good in baking cookies and is super nice..Wanna thank god for Joleen mum n jasmine mum. i believe this two parents will received salavation soon...next i also want to thank those that came my house for cny n you people really make a great impact in my life a lot. I will not forget the day. Err i will not said so much abt cny le but once again this r the few people i want to thank god:
- Joleen
- jasmine
- wanyu
- Jul
- Huiyin
- yokeling
- Joel
- james
- glenn
- Stewart
- Jacob
- Shuling
- joella
Really had great n fun time with you people during cny and those stupid stuff we did and also taking picture with one another. Btw i will post the picture soon.

1:21 PM
HEROES

Friday, December 14, 2007

This is the year of another birthday celebration for me. Every Year I celebrate with different churchmates n frens but one thing for sure is that I nv fail to celebrate with my beloved cousin which is just 10 days different. Well why I said she is my beloved cousin is that I am very close with her and we grew up together in the same kindergarten but when we study primary sch, we r different school, she study at CHIJ KELLOCK and I study at St. Margaret's Pri Sch. Even we study different sch, one of my sports teacher know her because she came to my primary school to have a netball competition and her school won as our school lost to their school by 1 pts n my sport teacher know her was because she is a super good netball player. Enough of telling so much thing on her le. Am happy on the day of my birthday celebration also as I get to celebrate with my spiritual buddy even she is busy with her project, but she came down n I was very touch too...At the same time I want to thank this people for coming to my birthday that was held at my house on dec 10 2007,
they are
Ace
Joleen
Jasmine
Yokeling
Joel
James
Jemery
Glenn
Joycelyn
Jolene
Jen
Stewart
Azri
Richard
donald
Would like to said that 15 of you r a great bunch of people to talk n laugh. Below r some photo we took.

9:16 PM
HEROES

Monday, December 10, 2007

Below is a letter from jesus

A letter from Jesus

As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every
year there is a celebration in my honor and I think that this year
the celebration will be repeated.
During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, there
are many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of
the world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closer
and closer.
It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some
people think of me.
As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago.
At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I
did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason
for the celebration.
Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they
don't know the meaning of the celebration. I remember that last
year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was
full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and
chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many,
many beautifully wrapped gifts.
But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited.
I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an
invitation.
The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left
outside, they closed the door in my face .. and I wanted to be
with them and share their table.
In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years
all close their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to
enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a
corner.
They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling
jokes and laughing at everything. They were having a grand time.
To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long
white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk.
He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying:
'Santa Claus, Santa Claus'
as if the party were in his honor!
At midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my
arms waiting for someone to hug me and do you know no-one hugged
me.
Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by
one with great expectation. When all had been opened, I looked to
see if, maybe, there was one for me. What would you feel if on
your birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one?
I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly
left.
Every year it gets worse. People only remember the gifts, the
parties, to eat and drink, and nobody remembers me.
I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your
life.
I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand
years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the
cross, to save you.
Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart.
I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to
their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party
that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party. I'm still
making the final arrangements..
Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation
for you. I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation
for you and write your name with golden letters in my great guest
book.
Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party.
Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside. Be
prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my great
party.
See you soon. I Love you!
Jesus
Share this message with your loved ones, before Christmas.

Called to Lead - A Man Of God

3:21 PM
HEROES

well been super long that i did not update my blog n seems like i only once a month then update hehe..well i wanna thank god for everyone that had help me n spur me up during one of the time when i was super discourage and so there is a few that i really wan to thank god for and they are my coreteam, one & only spiritual buddy, joel, liyan, jey and the last person is the wan that we go study together n hang out whenever we r free n i think in this month of dec itself, i had been going hong kong cafe with u 3 times also n i can said that we r very close together too(haha if u r reading my blog, i hope u know is u arz okie)I wanna appreciate you all n a big thank you to u all once again. Personally god had been giving me lots of challenges but with all this challenges, i am not going to give up n i will continue to run the race...DI 1 jia you n no matter wat focus on god n serve god fully even when no one encourage u at times..wanna tell u gers that i love u all alot n let grow n learn together..amen...

2:56 PM
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12:15 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

LATEST NEWS

**A Very Short Ad**
calling out to all ex- yhope, you are invited to the Youth 10th anniversary celebration in our upcoming camp in dec. the celebration night will be on 11 dec 2007.
**End of A Very Short Ad**

12:53 AM
HEROES

Monday, October 22, 2007

Well i juz came back from hope batu pahat the mission trip not long...
Good news is on 18 Oct 2007, Hope Batu Pahat the UTHM CG, they have 1 convert....praise god....so people do not give up on ur sowing even it is difficult but continue to trust in the lord..amen....

This is one of the songs i like in hope batu pahat...is simple n easy..

1. JESUS HAS COME TO SAVE
WE ARE HERE TO PROCLAIM
OUR LABOUR WILL NEVER BE IN VAIN
NEVER BE IN VAIN

2. SO LET’S GO AND TAKE THE LAND
FOR THIS IS THE BIBLE’S COMMAND
WE’LL TAKE THE NATIONS
BY THE POWER OF HOLY GHOST
AND PUT THE WORLD BENEATH HIS FEET

**OUR VISION IS TO FULFIL
THE GREAT COMMISSION
BY BUILDING
STRONG AND BIBLICAL PEOPLE
TO PLANT
STRONG AND BIBLICAL CHURCHES
IN BP, JB, MALAYSIA
AND ALL OVER THE WORLD

SINCERE SIMPLE AND HUMBLE
ARE TO BE INSISTED
PURE AND WILLING HEART
MUSTN’T BE NEGLECTED
ABOVE ALL ELSE
WE MUST GUARD OUR HEARTS
FOR IT’S THE WELLSPRING OF OUR LIVES
OF OUR LIVES

2:39 AM
HEROES

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

This is my mission team

1:49 AM
HEROES

In Conclusion

I want to thank God for the team n spending wonderful 6 days trips in Batu Pahat and having fun, enriching and ministering too! Specially also want to thank God for weihong,shuling,joella,glenn,stewart,Jacob and as well as the Batu Pahat sisters and brothers(Peniel, Sunny,Graitz, Sing,Melissa,Adrian). From the 1st day till the last day of the trip, I was really Inspired by their heart for God and currently they have a strength of 60 people in their service and they aim for double growth by end of the year and I know it is possible even they are Small in size but they have a big heart for God. Not forgetting they are very great commission driven May it be in prayer meet, service, cg or wfl, they always talk about the great commission. For me I find that it's a good way of building the our people's foundation by constantly reminding them the purpose / value they're called to serve in this church and by seeing the value of why they do certain things like going church, evax, shepherding or caregroup is to enable us to preserve even at midst of difficulties. Just like many noble characters in the bible, if not for the vision, they wouldn’t be so determined to press on, isn't it?
I thank God for reminding me about the very fundamental- the great commission. And now I’m more convicted of fulfilling God's kingdom and we're here on earth for a purpose, a mission to fulfil the task that is entrusted to us, and not merely living each day as it is. Life is short, one life, live it!

Day 1 (4/10/07) Thursday

Morning we meet at 10am at woodlands mrt control station then after we went down to interchange to take bus 950 to woodlands custom then to Larkin then final place is to take bus to batu pahat and we paid 9rm and so guess what finally we reach the university ard 2.30pm and then a brother name sunny came to fetch us n from the bus stop but then for that time, he got only 1 car as the rest still studying so no choice then sunny send us which is the sisters first to one of the family house because we staying there and then when we reach the family house. I was amaze that in this family, they all know Christ and they have 3 children which are all gers and the mum is Malay and she is from Indonesia and the dad from melaka but both parents stay in batu pahat de. After we settle down in this family house, we took some rest then at abt 4pm+++, a brother name adrain came to fetch us to the brother ministry house as the brother are sleeping there and so when we reach the brother ministry house, we went there play games while we wait for the rest of their cg member to arrive and so after they arrive, we had steamboat and food was nice n after that we had ice cream n fruits too…they kept serving us non stop and keep asking us to eat more even some of them want to but they shy to take more ha-ha…with all the food n stuff, we chatted with the brother n sister over there n this are some of the people I know today and they are adrain, sunny, sing, Melissa, Peniel, graig, cheehong, khangyee and Cindy, we kept talking till we dun wan to stop but to bad we have to stop n so when we stop, we had a briefing by sunny and he told us the plan for tml and after that our team itself also have debrief too….after the debrief, some of us when to get Malaysia sim cards so as to contact one another n also to call back Singapore n also my cg n my sheep n my shepherd too n so after buying, we went to eat supper ha-ha can u believe it we eat again haha..We ate roti chain and we drink Milo and some drink tea n some drink tea with lime. After so, was time to paid money n this time me n weihong we try to said we want to talk something but ended up, was actually to paid money for the food n drink we order and ard 12am+++, we went back to our place that we susspose to stay n when we reach back this family house, I manage to have a good chat with her 2nd daughter and tell u something, the daughter is super pretty and I admire her spirit as she also have a heart for mission and she is also leading a adult cg too. wow god is using everyone in the world n hope churches will continue to grow to extend the KOG amen….Anw excited for tml program too as we will be going to practise our mini concert for them and at the same time, we will be going to do a church cleaning as this week is so happen that this cg that hosting us, is their turn to clean n also at nite we will be joining them for the church prayer meeting n I pray god will use me greater in this mission trip to help the church over here…okie I gtg le as ltr nd wake up at 5am and is a full whole day program….now the time is 1.38am..

Day 2 (5/10/07) Friday

Well wake up at abt 5+++then after that took shower then after that the aunt cook breakfast for us and we were so touch but take note this is for ger only cuz we stay in a family house ha-ha and so after our mini breakfast, we waited for brother adrain to fetch us over to meet the guys and while we travelling towards there, we saw a cow and is big n fat ha-ha n we did took pic of the cow ha-ha so therefore we proceed to a place for our breakfast as all the guys were over there and they ate but the sisters we din eat as we had our breakfast already but we drink their homemade ice lemon tea n was nice n cheap. After breakfast, we proceed back to ministry house then n we practice our mine concert and brain storm some games n so after that glenn n steward practice their pnw n was awesome as they practice n wat I can said is well done guys and so at ard 1pm we left the house then we went down to batu pahat the main city for our lunch n thereafter we went to Vincent house which is actually a couple and they have 1 child name issac n is very cute n the wife is having a 2nd child soon and the 2nd child name is called Angeline as it is a ger…so we took some rest before we went to church cleaning as it was their duty n so we will help them n guess wat I wash toilet with a sister Melissa n have lots of fun ha-ha n thru the washing I had a good time talking to Melissa and thereafter we went eat gorang pissan n was great n ice chen teng n some of them ate fried noodles and after that, we went back to church as they r having church level prayer mtg..during the starting, they welcome us the hope Singapore team n the 7 of us need to introduce ourselves to them one by one n is the 1st time, I feel a bit shy cuz need to speak in a big crowd but I tell myself I will do it because in order to lead a big crowd net time, need to do it too and also we did get to know them too….thru the praying was very spirit high filled n everyone was just speaking very loudly in tongue n after that they us who wan to received h/s n raise ur hand n few of the hands was raise and the rest gather around them n I was with sister Melissa praying for her sheep leeyee n she is a 16yrs old ger n in the end I was praying for her n guess wat, she received the h/s n not only that we continue to pray n I spoke smthg into her life n she was touch n tears n when end, she smile n said thank u n thank god for u too n I smile back n said u too n she told me she is willing to be leader n she said she is willing to get train n was a great wan as she make the decision…..n so after prayer meeting , we have to faster go off as the building will close at 10.30pm n thereafter they bring us go eat and we tasted they Soya drink plus bean curd inside together n was a nice wan n ate one mouth of curry noodles n some dim sum …food was nice n great n had lots of fun n rite now have to go as I just reach back the family house n now need shower n nd wake up 5am ltr as we having ecg ltr and the timing is 2am now and lastly I really saw how god use me in this mission trip n I nv regret coming…

Day 3 (6/10/07) Saturday

Hmmm so far so gd for this mission trip…well I woke up ard 5am++to take shower n after that help aunt to cook chicken as ltr we will be having a ECG at a waterfall n from the place we were take 1 an a half hour journey to the waterfall…so all of us were spilt n I was in the car with peniel, adrain and Bernard(vc) and this is the team that we will be with thru out the waterfall ecg as there will be sharing of gospel to the non believers and after sharing n stuff, we had ending high praise n also had food n the most exciting part that come is that we went down to the waterfall and was my first time in mission trip having this experience n have fun with the contact n guess what no leeches ard the water ha-ha but I n shuling saw frog n lizard ha-ha…well some brothers was dare enough to jump down from a very high place from the waterfall jump down and tell u what the rock is a high rock haha..people like sunny, steward n glenn did many times till they love it a lot ha-ha but what I can said is that they r super brave la n cuz the waterfall current was very strong too …so thereafter god was good to us as there is no rain till we left the waterfall n drive out and guess what it rain very heavy n so we sat in the car very long as the journey back is long n after that we went to don’t know what place to go eat n their food was nice n cheap n filling too n so after ate, we went back to the guys ministry house where we will gather n had lots of fun n from there, the sister rest awhile n so sunny drive us back to our house to settle down n after taking shower, I was too tired n felt asleep and waited for sunny n the brother to wake up as they will be fetching us for dinner n evaluation too…today is a great day n so far I love the people in UTHM & I wan to fulfil the great commission before I go heaven

Day 4 (7/10/07) Sunday

The night I just cannot sleep because I keep thinking abt the great commission and people over here is always reminded abt this great commission wherever they go n especially seeing the people spirit in the pre service prayer mtg, was awesome n inspired by them n fulfilling the great commission n double up their no of people, is possible so hope batu pahat 120 people by end of this yr, is possible…..amen…anw follow by wfl, we all went to the v&p and seeing brother Vincent speaking to the member abt committing to a local church n being unity is so impt and not only in hope batu pahat but I believe, in Singapore, everyone need to remember the v&p too n seeing him challenging the people that r not member to raise up as member n to serve in this church is so inspiring n I was observing brother Vincent always emphasize abt the great commission n to his people n the people at hope BP take up the challenge n apply it to their life n running with brother Vincent with the great commission n I was touch till I tear then follow by service when end of the service, I was inspired that when brother Vincent call up all the cl to come up front n getting their member to affirm their cl n was inspired n touch n can see that every 7 ldr that was up front, tears when they heart each other n seeing them like this, I was touch n nearly cried but I just control…when service end, we did not go anywhere as they have admin mtg and we were invited in this mtg and what admin mtg means is something like a dmm n is only for member n invited people n in this mtg they will be challenged, we was called to share our trip n was good n we did shared what we learn too…after that nite, we went to one of the popular place n eat n after that went to a so called park, to play n took lots of picture n slack n we did went shopping as they bring us go n manage to buy something for some of my sheep n finally back to the house, we rest n not sleeping so early as writing cards to them n I believe I will cry during last day ha-ha..

Day 5 (8/10/07) Monday

Well I work up around 7++ in the morning and had breakfast as the aunt cook the breakfast for us and not only that after eating, we went to the brother ministry house for breakfast too as we need to gather. Today what we did was that we went to this place called air hitam and we went buy some gift back to Singapore and ltr in the noon, we had a badminton session with the contacts and we play 3hrs of badminton anw…during this badminton, we play with one another n had a real badminton session as they teach us how to play during the real match n this brother graig, sings n sunny was very good in their skills n trust me when you play with them, u sure lost because they r real good player. We wanted to play longer but cant as ltr in the night, we will be having prayer walk at UTHM and during this prayer walk, god keep speaking to me n I just wan to give thank to god…how we do the prayer walk is that we went round the school to pray n then after that the gers n guys were spilt because we went to their hostel to pray every level n every room n in UTHM, the gers n guys hostel are separate and they have very strict rule too…they need reach back campus by 12am n if u r late, u cant enter back to hostel n everyone must wear long jeans or pants n strictly no shorts or berms allow n some of the people tell us that their school is like prison n they said every year 1 must stay in hostel wan…when they tell me, I was sad for them n I understand how they feel hehe…so thru the prayer walk, I learn a lot of things n we ended the prayer walk around 12am like that n thereafter we faster leave the campus n we went back to the guys ministry house as it is our last night also n we give them surprise by buying cake n giving thanks to them n also a time of sharing what we learn thru out this 6 days trip n what we want to apply n not only that we pray for one another n also encouraging them n lastly we took a family photo. So after the mini sharing n stuff, we ard 3am plus left the place for supper at a nearby 24hr shop n had our last supper with them n thru the supper, we just keep on talking n talking non stop n we left the place ard 6plus as most of them were tired.

Day 6 (9/10/07) Tuesday

Was our last day today n I was the only one that I did not sleep thru out the night because I just cant sleep as I cant leave the place and most of them sleep very soundly and while they were sleeping, I just keep listening to music n write my journal in my book n keep on thanking god for this mission trip. Most of them woke up ard 9plus n after that we went to meet brother Vincent n some of the ldr at marrybrown and had our breakfast plus lunch together n thru the meal, we were susspose to share what we learn n how we find this trip n sharing what we want to do in the next few years too…after sharing everything, we went back to the guys ministry house as our bags are all there n we rest awhile then after that we went to the place we susspose to take bus back to Johor so we can come back Singapore…when the bus come, we heart them n some of us tears cause we jzu cant leave them as we love them so much n lastly I want to said that I miss u hope batu pahat n especially the UTHM CG n I will come back visit u all want.

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Monday, August 20, 2007

This is the next show i want to watch...i believe is going to be nice

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

Been watching this movie in this few months and it is worth it....

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

-meihwa & joel-

-the 3 of us-

-look at both of them, trying to fight & joel is digging his nose!!haha-

-hong(sheepmate), ace(shepherd of both of us)& that me-

- they r disturbing HX & yet he trying to act cool-

-shepherd & sheep-

-tis is a bunch of people that celebrated meihwa bdae together-

-joel went to swim at the vivo city e roof top e pool-

-look at e 3 of us-

-e 3 gers-

-e 3 gers again-

-e 5 pretty gers together-

-me & meihwa the curry lover-

-once again the both of us taking pic n u know wat we both r pretty lo-

-dunno wat we trying to do but one thing is that we love taking pics-

-look at the joel n ace, they both so extra cause they doing different things as us-

-well all guys n only meihwa is the ger-

-they r a bunch of crazy brothers but one thing in common is that they love god-

-ai ya the camera man dunno how to take cause i nv turn behind then he take lo-

-e 5 of us taking our back view-

-pretty, pretty, pretty-

-wat is that???-

-they sabo joel with cake-

-i think meihwa want to act as model because u look at the pic u will know-

-here is a bunch of crazy people that love god-

-2nd time hosting the hope people that come all the way from malaysia-

-meihwa face is so nice-

-they use the cream to do her face and the idea was yuyu idea n so be careful of her next time-

-joel push kelvin then the cake drop on the floor & the cake was expsensive $$$-

10:57 AM
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Hey peepz I am back here updating my blog and pls 4give me for not updating regularly!! :)

This few months had been attending a lot of wake and I remember few months back when my grandfather pass away and one week nv go anywhere but just stay at the wake and in this one week of the wake, I use my time wisely because I read book and spend a lot of time with god as I read his words and so on Tuesday 17/7/07 my mum told me another news is that my great grandmother passaway and to my surprise when I ask my mum her age and how she passaway then she said she is 100 years old and she said she sleep and passaway and my mum said she got no sickness before so I told my mum that she is so strong and can live until so long is consider very good. haha..btw if those of u want to ask me where is the wake then I going to tell you now here because I will not be going my great grandmother wake because it is at china and I cant go also so only my grandmother n aunt n uncle going over. Well with all this that happen, I still love god n even love god deeper because I know that sharing the gospel is so important in my life. To god be the glory !!!

Next will be the DI evo camp and it was a great camp even some of them did not come and I want to thank god for this people that I worked with during the DI camp n they r Hong koon,james, jey and jem. 3 cheers for james that he drive me n Hong koon around to buy the food near his house n was a fun journey even though I alone sit behind but I still enjoy n I will not forget that all the food that we buy, was stack up in the car behind n it cover me until I nearly got no oxygen. In conclusion I once again thanks james n Hong koon for helping me with the food. For jey n jem, I thank god for you two that we can get a chance to work together as a host in camp n indeed was a great hosting too. on the 1st day of camp, few people cried as they was affirming our beloved leader meihwa because she will no longer be our leader and she will be moving over to TSPT which is a new group. Hmm meihwa if u r reading my
blog, I want to tell you that I am going to miss you in di and do join us more on Sunday for the event okay..... Well so welcome LIYAN as our new leader and want to tell you that I am going to run with u the race and I am sure that I am going to learn many things from you. :)

Last few week one of the Sunday, I meet up one of my x-shepherd for dinner and also to catch up with one another. Our plan was to go NY to have dinner because she haven go NY eat before so we decided then when we reach there, was so many people waiting for their seats so we decided to change place and guess what we went mos burger to eat hehe...As we eat, we also talk and as usual we have a lot of things to talk because we don't normally meet every month but we meet 2 to 5 time in 1 year only. Even we don't meet, we still chat over MSN or even sms n sometimes we chat on phone so normally how busy we both, we will catch up by doing this de. After chatting and having dinner together, we went to the central to walk and also accompany her to buy some stuff and even as we walk, we also talk because we just have a lot of things to talk and seeing her hands like this, I tell her that don't worry because I will keep her in prayer. And study well n do ur best in ur examination and dun 4get me okay... :)

Well that day went to Vivo city the roof top to celebrate meihwa birthday with ace, Joel, huiling, glenn, yaomin, jey, Kelvin, James, Hong xiong, chenwei, jem, yuyu, james. Was a fun celebration as we walk in the water and play together and not forgetting disturbing one another. We surprise meihwa with a bdae cake but unfortunately not able to eat because Joel accidentally bang into Kelvin then the cake drop and n they also play with the fresh cream and is so disgusting because the smell is very smelly and this is my 1st time I escape from all this because me n jey we hide behind the pillar so that we will not get dirty but unfortunately my jeans is wet because play in the water. After celebration, I went home with james and Hong xiong because we 3 take the same bus and in the bus, they kept disturbing me because of my whole jeans wet and in affect I ignore them because they r crazy le and also was Hong xiong last time with us as he will be moving to NS unit to serve and also going to NS to train and protect Singapore. Anw hope you like the card that my cg give you and always remember that we will miss u and in the leadership team, we will also miss you so do come visit us too when you are free. Anw i had a great time during celebration and taking picture with one another!!

well i have alot to update so for the time being will stop here and will update soon....

10:49 AM
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Saturday, May 05, 2007

Hi..anw so sorry for e late updates n although i right now updating,is very rush cause i am going out soon le if not going to be real late..haha...well stay tune for my updates at nite in my blog..hehe this pic i posted is so cute hehe

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

"hi!!super long I din update my blog n the reason was I am busy with both school n camp stuff. so here is some updates :

seriously dunno wat to write but i wanna thank god for this people that is helping me in the camp register which are my sub com n they r non other then the UA in different units:

Ze Jun,phoebe,yiheng,elaine,shuling,cynthia,cedric,
anw i really njoy working together with all this names that i mention above and all of u are important to me and let look forward for the camp n after camp,all of u muz plan one day to go for mini retreat together to celebrate our hardwork n also to fellowship with one another. let continue to work together n let extend the KOG together n also let win our campus for god too...really apreciate u all alot.

next i would want to said is that i am going to miss jean as she will be flyng off to china for 4 months n which mean i wont be able to see her in service too but i believe in this 4 months over there,u r going to make a great impact over there n influnces the people there also but pls pls dun come back n speak to me mandrain okie..whaha...anw i will miss ur laughter also n dun worry cause i will look forward for you to come back singapore....haha n lastly,muz miss all of us okie....

Last week was a very fruitful time as I plan the CG visitation during the cny.indeed we visited everyone house for cny n was so bless as we can have a time of fellowship n knowing their parents also. Let me said more in this hse to hse visitation:
1 - Was wanyu house as the whole cg went down together n was so bless that actuallie her parents cook n buy pizza for us to eat n all of us were full
2- Was small abigail yu yu hse and we did smthg special at her house was that we celebrated her birthday n we play the game 007.
3 - Was cynthia house and we play 007 n the loser have to eat the cake lo..whaha..i din play for this game.
4 - Was my house,we ate steamboat together n fellowship together too..and after tat we play games too..
5 - Was susspose to be yoke ling but some cannot make it..dun be sad cuz there is always a next time
6 - Was susspose to be germaine hse but nvm is okie we understand
7 - Was susspose to be cheryl hse but we cant go as her mum dun allow so is okie de.
8 - Was susspose to be ace house but nvm we din go at all n we understand too.
9 - Was shimei hse but we cant go cuz she most of the time not home n she haf work.
10- Was Jessa house but we now waiting for her to come back to singapore so we could go over..anw jessa we miss u n we luv u too.

If you notice that the common thing we did was fellowship n playing of the 007 games n right now is the most favourite game in my cg n i believe to the whole dian too n with this game they will come up with a sabo n always my cg ger who gt sabo is always abigail whaha..so she always get bully by our cg members.(pls dun kill me if u read this)Thru out the last whole week,i really njoy with my cg gers n it build closer bond together n i really love my gers alot n treasure them alot too so no matter what i will be with u all always.so gers let run together to see our EAST A vision coming to soon.amen.

Anw wont said so much lehz as i blog down so many things already but this is not all as i have actually more thing to write but due to time,i wont write lehz as i am going off soon n nd to do something. In this month of march,i susspose to go out with someone so the someone must remember hor if not u noe wat i going to do lo..haha..miss all of u ...."

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

been a week I did not blog le…well firstly want to said THz to yu yu for helping me up with my blog…firstly will want to said abt my schools first is that been so stress with my elective jap class because our 1st test is coming for jap and am super scared. nahz I wun said much because I know god will help me want. recently god had had been so good to east a, can see that we r much more united in the grp now but it is still not enough so whatever it is let us continue to spur one another and let us not give out in meeting too. Btw Sunday went for dinner with all my parents & my relative at Chinatown area because to celebrate my grandma birthday. My grandfather was not there as he is admitted in hospital on Friday. Again this coming Sunday, there will be another big gathering at my house with both my dad & mum side relative and my both grandma and my grandpa will be coming too and not forgetting the dians and some sister & brother from other unit will be coming this Sunday as I invited them cuz my parents ask me to invite my fren come. For this event itself, I had set my objective too and this shall be a good catch up with one of my cousin. Hahaha!!!anw outreaching was fruitful as god give us responsible contacts and all this I going to pray for them everynite and trusting in the lord that they will cross the faith line because one thing they need is actually you(Jesus). Anw I have to stop typing lehz cuz need to go off lehz ha-ha....

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Hi!!! After such a long holiday, I finally am updating my blog now. Well last week what I did was actually a lot but wun said out here as it is going to be very long so I will cut short in day by day.

this is all last week

Monday
stay at Jessa hse till 4+ then we head down to PS to watch death notes with the rest of the people. After tat we went subways for our dinner.

Tuesday
was actually nothing much but was a day of exercise for me, because went to play basketball in the noon till evening time then accompany them go eat dinner and btw it was difficult to find a place as the coffee shop so many people lo

Wednesday
what I did was school first day and super disappointed as Melissa & cristy met with an accident during our lunch time when we about to go to Mac and at that point of time, me n Lillian was so shock as we was walking toward the traffic light then we saw the incident happen. But whatever it is I at that point of time I kept praying to god and ask god to protect them. After that we went back to school then follow on class then once class end, the group of us went to hospital to see how it is. After I left the hospital, I rush down to ministry to prepare and cuz after tat have cg, during cg times, all of us was very happy to see each other and good news was everyone came for cg and was so happy because was the very first time and can see everyone was so loving to each other and even caring and I know god is working in the group and wan to said I love each of you a lot and let serve together.

Thursday
nothing much also but was meaningful, had a good chat with grace and btw she is one of our new believer and pray that god will continue to lead her n help her in all her areas.

Friday
meet up my sheep for shepherding and great time teaching her the word of god n also sharing with her. We meet at mos burger and was her 1st time there eating. After that went shop shop around and to say the truth, we super long NV do that le but as we walk we talk super a lot ha-ha.

Saturday
went Chinatown for meeting and my first time go to a Indian vegetarian restaurant and seriously when I go in, I don’t know what to eat because not used to the food and no try b4 so ended up I ate the cracker only and that is my lunch and drink a mango juice....after Chinatown, then we took bus to cuppage plaza and wait for my cg gers come.....service ended then we went to eat and after eat they left home n so I went to star bucks with Jessa and few of the people. had good chat over there and after tat took train home then Jessa came my house to overnight one day and was a good wan as she share with me her stuff and also helping her to solve too

Sunday
accompany Jessa to dentist then went play sports at usual place...

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Sunday, December 31, 2006

well am back here blogging!!anw this will be my last post of this year 2006 as a new year is approaching very soon.Recalling back wat i did for this 1 whole year,i really wanna thank god for all the thing that happen and all the blessing i have too...would want to said is that when east was 1st started,it was only 2 gers but right now we have a cg size and i am still believeing god for more as i continue to serve in this group. another is my spiritually walk with god is that in this yr was a fruithful and faithfilled want and also more but wun said out here..haha..another was x'mas this yr was good too as it bring back teh foundation of our walk with god and lastly was my bdae as this yr was a great bdae celebration with my cg member and the cl people and not forgetting all those people who gove me cards too....cant said much here as i am rushing off soon but would want to encourage all of us to continuing serving god and serving together with joy...let us not give up in any thing..amen.

here are some photo too in this year

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

"Monday was a great time as we have cg meet 1st then after tat we have unit meet and meihwa teach us a teaching too..Thur the teaching i learn alot too n was sharing with Germaine after the lesson wat i learn n both of us share the same thing too ha ha and it is very useful to us too...anw lets bring a smile whenever we go n spread the good news now n not later..amen!!!!!!!!!!!
last week was a fruitful week as certain people give me surprise for my bdae celebration although they celebrated late,but I sincerely appreciate it a lot n really treasure the time that we spend during the celebration. Basically my cg gave me a pail with nice decoration outside and a tigger pillow in the pail as a birthday gift and not only that because i was asked to walk 1 round of the whole meridian food court with that red pail and i felt so embarrassed actually because there is other unit like DI, NYP, SP, TP n TWAM lo. After tat, went to PS take key from my mum and then went to bk then saw jorris,joella,zul n zul sheep and awhile later,my sheep n few of the dians came and they sat down n while we were chit chatting,we also saw dawn and few of her cg member..later on i waited for josie to go home together because we stay very near to each other and jorris came along with us too because she want to stay over my house. was also a good time together n also really know them much better as we talk about our ministry n schools too. on Sunday went to have early lunch with jorris,joella n shuling at causeway point n after tat i rushed off cuz i haf clm with meihwa n when everyone arived at the ministry house, they celebrated my birthday and i want to thank you to all of you for your gift and cards and prayer. the prayer was so touched and indeed i broke down with tears while praying and not only that,god also spoke to me Thur the prayer too..."

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

back here blogging,recently been so sick n I dun even noe why..this is my very 1st time I went to see 3 different clinic to see 3 different doctor n 3 differen doctor said different things. The very first clinic I went is silver cross at marsiling and because my family clinic was closed n in tis clinic,the doctor said is swollen n need alot rest,2nd clinic was at Blk 13 woodlands n in this clinic,e doctor said is due to the weather,3rd clinic i went is my family clinic,n the doctor said my vocal is swollen n affected n so he gif me another type of medicine...after all this,i still believe in my family clinic which is the 3rd clinic i went to because this clinic know wat type of medicine i wan n the doctor have my record. Arggg i really wan my original voice back n god please please heal me...din went for 2 days so now alot of thing need to catch up. finally is my birthday today and thx to josie,shuping,ryan,rachel,jacin,limei,meifang,samantha,wanling,yaomin and lancanster for wishing me happy birthday and wanna said i appreciate you all alot and was happy to received all those message and call....wanna said that i reallie dunno how to celebrate my birthday tis yr because seriously not much of plans juz tat 2nite ryan wan to meet me to give me things,jacin n the group wan to haf dinner with me only..samantha will meet me on sat because she said she not free then ping will meet me next tuesday because tis week she busy haha..once again a big thank you to all of you for arranging to meet me..anw east a we haf a convert on 9 dec 2006 and is a sec 4 n level guy n is our 1st convert in x'mas. praise god for it. anw it is still not enough as we wan to withness gers convert too...god i really pray for my contacts n my cg people contacts that their heart will be open n that when we sow on them n even invite them,they will come..god we wanna give thz in advance for every single things..

11:48 AM
HEROES

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Hey peepz am back here updating my blog n sorrie to those who always wanna read my update but I din update was be'cos been busy n partly lazy to update my blog cuz sometimes I dunno wat to type in my blog lo.haha. Oh well on the 17/11/06(Saturday),was walking to PS mrt then at the traffic light junction,i saw shirley n haf a good chat with her as we walk n talk together n indeed i reallie love her as my leader last time n now i still love her too n indeed i grow n learn alot from her when i was still in highschools.Shirley if you r reading my blog,i want to said a big thank you to you. I want to said a big thx u for teaching me too. I also want to said thank you to meihwa my leader whom is always very joyful despite of the circumstances u going thru when u sprain ur ankle,indeed i learn many things from u n i remember nt long we chat over the phone n from there i also learn too,lastly would like to said thank you to jasmine for always teaching us in the clm meeting once a month n i remember during the clm getaway,i learn thing from u too. All in ALL,would like to said a big thank you to jasmine,shirley,meihwa and ace for helping me n guiding me thru up n down times and teaching me n listening to me when there is a problem and lastly wanna said is that i love u all alot. To meihwa also is that i will nt give up during the difficult times because i want to run the race together with u n ite service shall come to past. Oh well enough of that lehz so now i going to blog another thing is that there is so mani upcoming events like WKS 2 n X'MAS SS n all this is going to be very fun n enjoyable but wat is MOST IMPORTANTLY is also to bring in all the lost souls back and to letting them crossing the faith line n received jesus into their lifes n would like to said is that christianity is not a religion but is a relationship. Am not going to give up because i noe god is with me n who can be against me. Just seeing the calendar n it simply remind me that the days r passing very fast as day by day n time is flying fast too...all this just remind me of a basketball match.Talking about basketball match,the match is coming in a weeks time n am going to shine in this match n also geting to noe the gers in other teams n sowing on them n this is a gd time becuase nt only juz playing in a match but also getting to noe other gers in others team n not only just sowing but also inviting them to service n i pray tat during e match,god will protect my team n god will be with us. In this upcming match,we said tat we want to win and n celebrate at the end of the day as we train so hard n we said that during the match,we need to have the winning spirits n the coach was impress with us as he said that our bond is better now n everyone just smile when he said that!!haha!! On top of that,during the bball meeting,i told my captain that can we pray b4 the match start and she said okie but then she said need to ask the whole team so when she ask,i was praying inside my heart and guess wat the whole team did not said no but they said YES n am very happie abt it n u noe wat,am leading them in this prayer.haha...in this harvest time,nt just setting goals but most impt is seeing life change n withnessing people receiving especially m frens n family n contacts....anw haf to go lehz cuz having cg ltr..tc..stay tune for the next post.

4:39 PM
HEROES

Thursday, October 19, 2006

It is so so long that I din update my blog and watever it is,let me start by saying I haf a new comp now and am very happy because in the first place,was susspose to buy in december but I cant wait so I went earlier to buy..anw muz thx god for my mum. Last few week was busy and helping some of my fren and also my bro & sis in christ as some of them r facing problem...but wld like to said is tat,watever problem u r facing,god will help u but wat u need is to stand firm and haf FAITH. i oso have been thinking of my grp as we din see ani converts for few month lehz and nt really having visitor for SS too but since all this happen because i believe god is testing us and which mean some of us muz really get out of our comfort zone and not living in the small cocoon. WE REALLY NEED TO RUN THIS RACE TOGETHER TO SEE MORE SOULS BEING SAVED AND SO LET US NOT SLACK ARD BUT LET US WORK HAND IN HAND TOGETHER TO SEE 15 GERS IN THE EASTA GRP By END OF December and not only just hit 15 but we will break 15!!AMEN!! let us trust in the lord and let us not be worried of our future as god has already plan for us. Recently i was messging my contacts and some of them did not forget abt me and i know i had their heart already have a seed planted in their hearts and i really can wait to see them cross the faith line. GOd i know that u noe my heart beat and watever it is,i wanna give thanx in advance to you as i noe there is more blessing to come and i know you will bless me and my grp...JOhn 3:16

3:18 PM
HEROES

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

hmmm is a long time I din update my blog…anw wont type so long because am going off to see doctor then ltr have shepherding at bugis. Yesterday (19/9/06) went to send off meihwa at golden mile as she is going back to her home town n b4 she left,we ate thai food n is really spicy but is very delicious. She took the bus coach is like so cool because teh chair is very comfortable n can watch movie somemore,how i wish i could go but i know i cant because i dun stay there..Next is the Church anniversary was a great want as this is my second time attending the mega anniversary in hope which mean am so old already,my goodness but whocares because tis is the church i love n this is where i belong,during the anniversary celebration,alot of past things brought back to my mind n i really wanna thank god for everyone that had impected my life N Especially thanks to this people which are:
- SHUPING
- RUTH
- TAMAR
- SHUZHEN
- SHIRLEY MELINDA
- JINMING
- ACE
- MEIHWA
I wanna tell you all that i love you all alot n a big thank you to you all for not giving up on me n also indeed i learn alot.You people must be thinking why only this few name,hmm wanna let you all know that they are my ex-shepherd n ace n meihwa are my current leader n shepherd...5 more days to Poly/Di leadership camp and looking forward too....project base is going to over but my team need to meet up and discuss for the last time n i wan teh holiday to be longer perhaps 6 months holiday n tat will be great but is very impossible. My fren said unless i open the school then will have 6 months holiday!haha!!!!anw stay tune for the next update of my blog......

tc

going to c a big revival in my grp

2:12 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

well was a number of days I had not been updating my blog..anw on sat nite,some of the east people came my hse for overnite n indeed we din slp the whole nite. During the nite,we play games n we talk n play guitar….was a memorable nite with my sheep too n also the rest. when early morning time,me,cynthia,david,glenn n chenwei,we went to mac for breakfast n so ace n kelvin din went with us because they was still sleeping so when we return home,we watch tv till the 5 of us slept then we woke up ard 11+ then some of us took our shower then some of us also headed down to amk to meet those people who going play basketball...our sunday basketball was okay...few nyp gers came down n join us n was a great wan then we play till 4+ like that then we sat under the block as it was raining n they was discussing where to go so after we decided,some of them went home n then we meet up in the evening 6.30pm at PS BK n have our dinner then we went up to buy movie ticket at the cinema. A total of 13 of us went to watch movie.....!!!!!!!!! tis whole week is a camp week as monday n tuesday is planning n wednesday till friday is the camp n not only that,i was telling myself i nt yet decide wat to wear on annivesary as we haf to wear semi-formal....nvm i will find my way out as one of my junior promise to go with me to buy....yesterday was the longest nite spending time with god n reading his word,indeed it was a breakthru too because i nv send so long before but was happy n am very convicted abt the vision tat god had given me n i know it is possible n is going to happen soon....Btw i haf to stop typing lehz cuz my fren wanna use the laptop as now i am using her laptop to blog......We left 5 more days to chuch anniversary and is our 15th yrs lehz....

God u r so awesome

3:35 PM
HEROES

Friday, September 08, 2006

Well is been very long tat I been updating my blog. Anyway past few been real busy with ministry and sch work but whatever it is I want to thank god….been meeting my contact recently too and anyway I meet up with one of my contact then I pray for her studies because I ask what can I pray for her so she told me that....Hmmm yesterday was having shepherding with Cynthia but end up we went shopping together with yu yu as both of them want to see and buy clothes for the anniversary which is next Saturday at EXPO so we met up at bugis and we walk around and see...indeed was good time together although yu yu left early but have a good time with my sheep Cynthia. Yesterday also went to buy present for my x-shepherd as her birthday is next week and actually don't know what to buy but with the help of my sheep Cynthia, she help me choose so end up I paid money and finally her bdae present is settle but I still own two person bdae present too..hmmm have to get for them this month......So fast is the end of the week and also not forgetting Moses is enlisting to NS today...want to said to moses is that no matter what army unit u r post to, I want to said is god is with you and he had a plan for you....so dun feel wired and stuff but stand firm with the lord while u r serving the NS......dun worry 2yrs will fly very fast wan so not to worry....The other person is enlisting is Joseph Heng...want to said that continue growing in the lord...and so the other person is also Michael who will be enlisting to NS also but I don't know when the actually day he will be going army but I know is this month...ha-ha.....anyway I think there is still more but so far I only know this few but whoever is going in, I want to said is that do stand firm and continue to grow in the lord...amen...Btw I don't know what ya to said but I want to said that I had a clearer vision from god nd thru out this week been busy with ministry and sch,god also spoke to me a lot and am very excited abt it and east a will no longer 9 people but it will multiply and I wan to grow more n more n also my faith level to raise higher and I want to humble myself....am very happy to be in the ite ministry.....am going to do all the impossible things because watever is impossibe,is possible in god sights...and TWOS is possible also as myself i am very convited too and let us run the race and nt give up ......let us not stop sharing christ but teh more we shld share christ as many many people nd to be in the KOG and we shld nt be a selfish people but we shld be eager to share and so let us not miss anione in sharing...amen......

HARVEST
Harvest
harvest
harvest

.........

i love you jesus

11:44 AM
HEROES

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Today went to ITE BISHAN for a speech and indeed was a great want. Firstly I was nervous but I still went up to speak as I believe it is a plan from god. After I speak,two girls came up to me and get my number and they ask me if I can make frens with them so i gladly said yes. While i was talking to the girl,i tell myself that i muz invite them to service before i want to invite,they ask me which church then i mention said i am from hope church and when i look at their face,they give me a big smile and i invited them to the church anniversary. I even ask them are they christian but they said they r nt but they believe in christianity after i give the speech and i told them that if god can help me,he sure can help you too but one thing u need is to accept jesus into your life. As we talk a bit longer,i ask when r they graduating and they said not sure be'cos next yr they going to ITE SIMEI to study. Not only that, one of the head of deptartment teacher came up to me and ask me something then she said i speak very confident in the speech but then i told her that i actuallie very nervous but after i pray to god,i felt very confident and also i told her that god is with me when i was giving the speech and he is the one who change my life and help me in my studies. She was very shock and she ask this qns,which church u from i said hope church. Anw i am also inviting her as she give me her number and i going to bring her to adult service. I believe watever happen today,is a God plan and a big revival is coming and the harvest is now.......All ITE SImei will come to know god and will see a ite simei service in the school...God i know u r with us........

4:56 PM
HEROES

Monday, August 28, 2006

Monday monday monday .......tis week is full of exams and i wanna glorify god with my results.....dunnno wat to said seriously but one things is i wanna change the cultra in the CG and i know i had to start first so i wan to start now n not later so as i can glorify god even greater and seeing more SIMEI gers coming to noe u n also seeing more N level student coming to knwo god although they r having major exam soon because god will help them no mattter wat and i know that god loves them too.....i seriously cant wait ani longer n i know the harvest is NOW and every minutes n every seconds is very precious n i tell myself that although i am having exam this week,n i not going to stop until i see converts....GOD USE ME MORE N MORE.............On

Sunday,we went play basketball at Chong Boon Park together with few of the nyp brothers and sisters.......After basketball, we went eat dinner at Marina Bay..........

Let talk about Saturday first…service was great n learn abt the spirtual warfare in the sermon…anw rite after service, we did smthg different like we combine unit together with NYP to have dinner at the makan sultra and due to a lot of people we cannot find seats,so we all sat at the riverside there because is an open area. Well i get to know some nyp sisters and brothers and indeed also learn things from them.....After our dinner at there,we have no activity so me,ace,cynthia,veronica,don,eliton,lesile,nicodemus,matthew,kelvin,joel n stephen,we play this game which we susspose to step on the person toe n when playing i was laughing because it remind me of my childhood days haha....While playing the last round,me,lesile,matthew n nicodemus was still save as those who were out of the game did not manage to step on our toe then tis 3 brother kept telling each other to step on my toe so as to end the game n they said i sure lose so as i am the only ger in the game,i manage to prove to them i will win so guess wat lesile was a bit blur and haha at the end i step on his toes and i win too so in the end there is 3 winners which is me,matthew and nicodemus. Overall was a fun game and it build us closer with one another although we r from different groups........

5:30 PM
HEROES

Friday, August 25, 2006

yesterday was a great CG and was a informal wan…..We went to a coffee shop n eat n all of us write encouragement to everyone in the cg as we sit down together…..All of us really njoy the cg…..after that some of us went to cedrc n stephen hse for their bdae celebration n over there manage to catch up with DK,BK n SK...hmmm by e way i can said that this is my first time having a lucky draw in the bdae celebration.....anw was mediating this songs.....

GREAT AWAKENING

Lord, pour out Your Spirit
On all the peoples of the earth
Let Your sons and daughters
Speak Your words of prophesy
Send us dreams and visions
Reveal the secret of Your heart
Lord, our faith is rising
Let all heaven sound the coming of Your day
There's gonna be a great awakening
There's gonna be a great revival in our land
There's gonna be a great awakening
And everyone who calls on Jesus
They will be saved
Lord, pour out Your Spirit
On all the nations of the world
Let them see Your glory
Let them fall in reverent awe
Show Your mighty power
Shake the heaven and the earth
Lord, the world is waiting
Let creation see the coming of Your day

3:32 PM
HEROES

Thursday, August 24, 2006

well yesterday went down to simei and also meet up kate during her lunch time at the canteen 1 n b4 I meet kate,I meet my contact cheryil in simei the canteen 2….well after that went down to chong boon sec to do survey but was not really very good…well but we din give up so we stay until 5+ and after that we sat down n talk...well small abigail was asking me wat is a role of shepherd and i told her and after that she haf better understanding wat is a role of shepherd.......btw had a good time n yesterday was sussposed to study then i din study cuz i kept reading teh bible till i dun wan o stop until my phone alarm rang then i stop until 2am then i study till morning then went to take shower then go out to study....hmmm later having CG and is a informal wan whereby we can bond together and do different things also ...oh yar and i also help cheryl to solve the problem and wan to tell u(cheryl) is that god will heal u n muz haf faith...and anw i am always praying for u n the cg too...would like to wish CEDRIC AND STEPHEN the twin brother a HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY and continue to grow in the lord.....well cant said much need to give back my fren laptop so would stop here.....GOD BLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3:36 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

anw yesterday meet up my sheep and also abi n yoke ling to challenge them….TIME IS SHORT N WE NEED TO USE THE TIME WISELY…..well still cant slp still n having this insomnia still n I am super the desperate for converts n perhaps this insomnia is only going to stop when myself n my cg have CONVERTS…lord we r trusting for 4 more converts this week in our cg n i know it is possible......well haing sow ltr n nite will be going down to zouk with the contacts..wow is going to be so cool n is my 1st time going sow at zouk but who cares haha......hmmm been 3 days i din msg and call n is not tat i dun wan but wan u to cool down n dun be angry if u r n also to concentrate on ur tis week exam...do study hard n continue to be the top few students in your class n also in your course. Btw that day i give u the thing n i hor u had read lehz n come on cheer up n smile always.......anw i am now also saving money becuase i wanna buy computer n my mum still nv tell me when she will buy but before she buy,i wanna save some money first.....i have to stop writing because i need to do my sch work now n my another fren wanna update her blog too........**i stand here before you......................................................................

11:38 AM
HEROES

Monday, August 21, 2006

on Sunday was a great day too as we went to play basketball and we play in AMK area which means is a new place…..oh well it was a Good day and I kept laughing cuz abigail(yuyu) was playing and first time play with her then during the match, she kept chasing Donovan and the other match, she kept chasing Richard because she want the basketball then kept laughing non stop lo..haha anw ankle very pain now but still I will do sports.....after playing till abt 6pm ,we headed down to PS to look for Joel as we celebrating chen Wei bdae and they din celebrate with cake but they celebrate with a tube of ice-cream and very cool hor......after celebrating his bdae,we went to long john to have our dinner and had a wonderful time with the gals which is my shepherd ace,meihwa n small Abigail...btw we sat at long john for 1hr plus and we chat a lot of things.....and also have great time together with the east brothers although we sat different table and I believe the guys also enjoy the fellowship....overall I reach home ard 11+ then went to shower then study cuz gt paper next day and most of the poly having exams and some having attachment......but whatever it is, I will still do God Works first and also will excel in my studies........

On Saturday, was a great service and great day as I would said....early noon have meeting then after meeting we went eat near the ministry hse the coffee shop and I ate chicken cuttlet,meihwa ate rice, James n jey eat noodles,jingmin,ace,hx and also all of us eat Rojak but actually I din eat the rojak as I enjoying my food......hmmm so yummy ha-ha...after having our lunch, we head down to cuppage plaza n I went to meet Fiona to go service together....the sermon is very good n indeed I learn a lot and I apply too..hmm went to buy cake for Kate as it is her bdae and she very happy n touch and on top of that, I also get to know her fren name sandy and also 1st yr ite simei and same class as her and then Kate also invited her for service next week....btw she is a month plus young new believer n anw Kate u r always in my prayer n I had been always praying for you and one thing is god love you very much and we also love you too.....after dinner we went to esplanade and then I saw ywam people. left esplanade ard 11+ then went home n I din slp as usual.........****actually don't know what to said and so this entry is very messy.****

3:34 PM
HEROES

Friday, August 18, 2006

yesterday have Cg together with the east B and we also welcome a new brother too ash he transfer to DI and btw I noe him thru high school times……after cg, we went to eat together and was a fruitful day overall. While I was on the way home, I was messaging Fiona and btw she will meet me this sat for service and when she sms.and told me lots of things and dun worry ger will be praying for you Fiona and dun worry because god love you still and he will nv forsake you as you r her precious children.....remember when 1st time I meet her was at my secondary school and for you all info, me n her r from the same secondary school but different class but I noe all her classmate ha-ha...Anw I call small Abigail as to remind her to fill up the necessary thing for the mission trip and also have a conference with ace in small Abigail H/P but only awhile cuz abi need to slp as she have work tml...BTW Abigail(yu yu) can eat a lot so if all the food you all cannot eat finish then you all know can give who eat lehz ha-ha....Yahoo tml no no no school so at least have break but still I will go out tml n Sunday...tml SS and Sunday we will be playing basketball at AMK area and which mean we will no longer go Kovan play....Actually we had nt been playing basketball for 1 month already and now we r back here playing which mean is a good thing and lets keep healthy...anw don't know what to said lehz but whatever it is I want to stop writing lehz because I listening music in my fren laptop...have a blessed weekend......

12:11 PM
HEROES

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Recently on 9/8/06 till now, I am really wired or should I said I am very different nowadays because I usually slp ard 12+ or 1am but u noe what nowadays I dun sleep or if I sleep, I sleep like 7am and then wake up half an hr later and when I lay down on my bed, I will keep thinking numbers of thing and my mum said that I look very stress and my mum even want to bring me go see doctor then I said dun wan and tat day my lecture scolded me because I did not really do very well for my test and my teacher expect me to get a certain grade but am sorry to my teacher for having tat results......anyway this is e 5th entry of the story and I might not continue saying lehz and oh well am really disappointed abt the thing that personally happen...I really cant believe the person said like this but still I dun care because I must believe and it will come true and wont said much and lord I really humble myself down...BTW today have ECG and till now the contacts still said cant and this morning two contacts said cannot come and oh well am still trusting in god and I really believe that god is really testing myself and my group a lot of things but however we have to stand firm and always must have the trust and faith in god......come on East A do not be discourage and let spur one another on and always serve god with full of JOY........lets put JESUS 1 - OTHERS 2 - YOURSELF 3......Oh well left 14 more days to end of this month n which mean the time is flying very fast and really have to treasure our every min,sec n hrs carefully.......today have two test and I think the morning paper is very difficult and later will be having one more paper and then will be going to somewhere which I 4get where and dunnno 4 what but sch bring wan so juz go lo then I have to prepare a short speech n is a last mins notice by my teacher and when I ask it is really only me then she said yes then she said must share with a big crowd n is on stage then I was telling her that am really scared because I have stage fright then she told me that no matter wat,GOD is with U then she said she will pray 4 me then I was shock then I ask her is she a Christian then she said yes she is a Christian and wow at least I have a lecture is a Christian...praise god for it......btw am selected to go for a speech at ITE BISHAN tomorrow too and at least am nt the only one because the selected seniors will be going too and also have to speak to the crowd n I don't know why must they choose me?????hmmmmm Perhaps all this is god plan.....wow nvm I have to stop lehz...will be awaiting and god bless.......

1:31 PM
HEROES

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

this is the 4th entry of the story….anw Yk juz came back form some moutain treaking and yesterday was on the line with YK then he happen to told me that he bought me a small gift and well this is the first time and was recalling how long I know YK and guess wat,i know YK when i was Sec 2 and i remeber was during competition time we know each other...beside knowing YK,i know Ivan & sam and sam was one of my junior boyfriend......well all of us r from the same cca but the 3 guys r frm different sch as us because my sch is all ger school and their sch is all boy sch. Well YK is serving in a church near great world city and glad that he also serving in a church. Not forgetting,i need to continue the story..yup is already 1 week already and i still dunno anithing.....well i told myself that i muz haf the courage to go and ask so is very challenging for me because i nv did this b4 in my life but nvm because i muz haf faith and muz always think that is positive......GOD AM TRUSTING YOU ......well yesterday was messaging my contact and calling my contacts too...well one of the ger i msg,she is a catholic and she very open with me and the other wan is a councillor and she said she cant meet this sat so she told me next sat n had been P&F for my contacts and my CG...oh well i seriously dunno wat to said lehz but anw i haf to go soon lehz.......tc..awaiting for your answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4:58 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

well should I be happy or sad..hmmm anw today is the dunno how many days and still dunno the a.......lord pls help me to get the p.... to call me tonite so I would know wat is the thing…...well yesterday had a good talk with my senior and telling her the story and she is really good and she also advise me with lots of things but she was very surprise that i told her and she kept laughing......recently been calling my contacts and telling them tat i wanna meet them but they only can confirm today because of their sch and they end late...well was telling myself that i am not satisfy wat am i doing now because i think is not enough and i wanna do more and more and also all of us shld extend the KOG and we MUST haf faith when we pray and also doing things because faith w/o deed is nothing at all....well did lots of planning everynite and one thing that always came to my mind when i do planning is tat my CG East A will not always have 9 people serving together but it will haf more new people serving with us and we will grow from glory to glory. am reallie trusting god to see 4 more converts and i tell myself that i nt going rest till i see 4 converts this month and i know the tiem is short but well is okie because i trusting in god. Ask and it shall be given to you, seek you shall find, knock and the door will be open unto you........ANW wanna stop typing lehz becaus eending lesson soon and going meet contact lehz if not late then is nt very good...will blog if tml i free....tc everyone.......TO GOD BE THE GLORY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5:20 PM
HEROES

Monday, August 14, 2006

oh well back here blogging…anw my i still have a lot of things that the person not answerd and well I will wait for your answer so not to worry and oh yar last nite din even slp till morning then I took shower at 6.45am then went off to sch and also today haf test..so during test,i basically was falling asleep and u noe y i fall,because i din even slp the whole nite till morning....well reallie hope my dreams and vision will come to past...all i will do now is be patience...well yesterday was talking to a ger on the phone tell abt 12+ then guess wat she said she will be meeting me on 25/8/06 to service..basically we very long din contact so yesterday i jzu ask her she free tis sat then she said she not free but she said she can come next week....will be praying for her and i think w/o computer at home now,i cannot chat online in msn with most of my contacts because comp spoilt lehz so i wanna go some lan shop to surf online but my hse here dun haf..well not only that,i reallie cant believe that i told them the truth and i think alot of my fren very surprise when i said but some of them felt happy about it and some of them said i crazy...oh well today wear spec go school and my eyes is very red now....dunno wat happen cuz first was chen wei then joel then now me wonder next is who haha...but i dun think there will be next person who will have red eyes but perhaps my fren will get because she kept looking at my eyes then she said she wanna haf red eyes because she can go c doctor and get MC...haha!!!!!oh well am seriously looking forward because i serious wanna noe lo so ya pls pls pls pls tell......

3:56 PM
HEROES

Friday, August 11, 2006

Finally back here updating my blog and using my fren laptop updating….oh well I really cant believe that I told the person on the phone on Wednesday nite and after telling the person,I felt very happy and reallie hope the person answer is positive and also hope that teh perosn think the same as me if not i sure dunno wat to said wan lo.....well told the person how i feel also and guess wat when was toking to the person,teh person nearly wanna slp then i said u better dun slp if not i muz repeat myself....oh well if u people r wondering y i keep saying the person then let me tell u is that i cannot said be'cuz the person ask me promise not to type the name and so i respected lo!!!!!!!!!. Anw am okie with everything and btw i did a new spec and i like it alot and my eyes degree went up too...reason is because i always lie down read books and alot more...and oso went to the clinic yesterday to c doctor oso because my face gt the pimples and is very red and some of them said that my face look like singapore flag and the medicine that the doctor give to apply cost me 74 dollars....my mum said was so expansive and so long if heal den is worth seeing....haha.....well yesterday was chatting with my contact on the phone and they are so friendly and happy to know them as they r very outgoing too......dear god....watever testing you give me,i will go thru and i will stand firm and i will said thank you for all the tesing and i have faith too...........god i know u haf the best plan for me...i love u jesus and i love all my leaders and my cg member and all my sheep and also all the contact....i appreciate it alot... :) ......god use me more and more and i wanna do more and more........

5:11 PM
HEROES

Thursday, August 03, 2006

well I din blog for few days lehz so when come to update my blog,I seriously dunno wat shld i said be'cos alot of things i done..well is a new month now and also I haf plan the CG end month goal and also meet up with theM..... I everymorning n everynite after reading my QT,i will make a prayer to god and tell god dat every contact i haf,i wanna see them coming to know u n i noe it is possible n also been praying for my cg that all of us will grow to a greater heights and at the end of this month we wanna see 7 converts. Basically i nv go online animore because comp spoilt so for the past 1 week,i everynite do planning...am very excited too cuz next thurs will be doing survey at AVI and i set myself a goal for the survey too and next friday a MCG at ministry hse with food and DVD together with teh contacts and on 17/8/06 will be a ECG. WOW so mani things happening in e month of AUGUST and not forgetting 9 August is national day too...well in all we wanna see 17 girls in total for the end month and is a faith goal too and we trust in GOD and we know that it is possible.Not only dat i oso wanna to learn more as i continue reading the bible althogh i had read thru lots of time but still i will read be'coz everytime i read,i learn new things.No matter wat,i know god u r with me and my cg people always and kate and shimei and wanyu wanna tell U that god is with U although U r busy and god is with U always n one last more things is god love U and all of us love U too because U r important to god and us too..see you tis sat k!!!!!!!haf to stop typing lehz cuz i need go toilet n later evening haf cg prayer meeting....

1:44 PM
HEROES

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

well this r e three worship songs that I was mediating this morning…am juz so refresh when I was listening this songs and it remind me of lots of things…One thing for sure is that we shld always give thanks to god.

GREAT AWAKENING
Lord, pour out Your Spirit
On all the peoples of the earth
Let Your sons and daughters
Speak Your words of prophesy
Send us dreams and visions
Reveal the secret of Your heart
Lord, our faith is rising
Let all heaven sound the coming of Your day
There's gonna be a great awakening
There's gonna be a great revival in our land
There's gonna be a great awakening
And everyone who calls on Jesus
They will be saved
Lord, pour out Your Spirit
On all the nations of the world
Let them see Your glory
Let them fall in reverent awe
Show Your mighty power
Shake the heaven and the earth
Lord, the world is waiting
Let creation see the coming of Your day

COVENANT
I am in covenant relationship with God
Through the blood of Jesus Christ
I am in covenant relationship with Christ
O His blood is precious to me
I'm justified, I'm sanctified
I have peace with God through Jesus' blood
I've been redeemed, made wholly clean
Now I stand complete in His presence

GIVE THANKS
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son
And now let the weak say I am strong
Let the poor say I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us
Give thanks

3:32 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

anw am back here blogging,well here are some pic from the water baptism. Yesterday haf dmm at PS LJS. Well is coming to end month and it is reallie very fast. Past few days have been praying for my grandfather because he is still in hospital then I seriously hope he will be heal and discharged soon. Dunno wat to blog lehz so ya.

YOU SAID ASK AND YOU WILL RECEIVE
WHATEVER YOU NEED
YOU SAID PRAY AND I'LL HEAR FROM HEAVEN
AND I'LL HEAL YOUR LAND
YOU SAID YOUR GLORY WILL FILL THE EARTH
LIKE WATER THE SEAS
YOU SAID LIFT UP YOUR EYES
YOU SAID LIFT UP YOUR EYES
THE HARVEST IS HERE
THE KINGDOM IS NEAR
YOU SAID ASK AND I'LL GIVE THE NATIONS TO YOU
O LORD THAT'S THE CRY OF MY HEART
DISTANT SHORES AND THE ISLANDS WILL SEE
YOUR LIGHT
AS IT RISES ON US

2:39 PM
HEROES

Monday, July 24, 2006

22/7/06well saturday was a great want. first my bro drive my mum to her workplace so then i follow my mum then on the way down we also went to haf breakfast...when i reach my mum workplace,i stay there till abt 12 pm then i headed down to Cuppage for WFL and also is the last WFL and nel dismiss our class ard 2+ so then we went to B1 the coffeeshop to eat and drink..let me tell you,i actuallie regret eating there as their cook food is really super oily and guess wat,i din finish either...so we sat there until 4plus then we went up to nexus and meet huimei to discuss smthg. after service and dinner,we headed to the cuppage pool place then the guys were playing pool so awhile ltr,we went to fat mama to eat steamboat.. 23/07/06anw me cant log on to msn animore but can log in to email. Basically my room computer breakdown. Oh yesterday I went to watch POC with the dians and after tat we went to long john silver eat then we sat at LJS till abt 9 then we went to walk awhile then after tat we headed home. so when we headed home,me,moses n cedric took the same train as we stay in the north-west side then had good times together too n again am the last one to alight as i stay at WDL. When i reach home,i saw my mum n brother and my sister in law in the living room and they was talking abt moving hse then i kept praying to god that i hope they wun want to move,so i took the courage then and i go ask my mum then she said we r not moving be'cuz WDL no new flat then in my heart i was so happy because god answer my prayer. Perhaps you all muz be thinking why my mum want to move house and let me tell you,is actuallie not my mum want to move house is my brother and his wife. On top of dat,i told my mum dun move and this are e reason i told her y dun move (1) where can u find so gd neighbours which they help you keep a look out for your hse (2) where can u find neighbours that they celebrate festivals together (3) all our neighbours living in 6th floor are so friendly and on top of dat,their smile also bring alot of joys (4) staying here is better because walking to mrt sation is juz 10 mins,walking to bus stop is less then 5 mins,going to coffeeshop,supermarket,markets,fastfood and restaurants is only 5 to10 mins walks ,going to shopping center is only 10 to 15 mins bus ride, and want to go park for a jog is only juz downstair my house only......dunno wat ya to sai dso to everyone,have a blessed week ahead

3:15 PM
HEROES

Friday, July 21, 2006

yesterday was a great day in CG wherby everyone was playing a part and also seein them njoying the CG and on top of it,we also had a small mine celebration and also we took some crazy pics. During CG time,I also had a great time worshipping GOD andalso as u scroll down,u will see some pictures we took on 20/7/06.

well we took at amk ministy hse...hmmm some CG member could not make it for cg so some faces missing is KATE,WANYU,GERMAINE.

Look at ace in the pic!!!!!!!!!!

oh can u see how crazy we r in this pic!!!

oh gosh look at my eyes..haha is so small

another crazy pics

oh no...i wonder they take e cake or they taking me.....

look at them....they r cutting the cake

2:31 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Well I would said is another day and is still very long to weekends,well tml sch till 11+ to 12 then will be going to meet one of my fren awhile then I will be doing survey after I meet my fren cuz my fren wanna me teach her how to do e layout and teaching her 1 hr then will go off lehz...hmmm will still planning which sch cuz tonite one of them will tell mi.....hmmm thurs will be cg day....anw tml i mostly wont be updating as no laptop is needed tml cuz is only a 2hrs lesson n so my hoem com...also cant update as it is very lack...hmmm i also haf plan a list to exercise as i want to slim down but so far i did lose weight n the weight i lose is 3kg but is nt enough!!!!!!!!!!! well yesterday was toking on e phone toking with e contact and she is very funny ger but she is very friendly when we approach her to do survey at TB. well would encourage everyone to go for CAREGROUP. Anw yesterdae was spending time with God and was great one. HAf to stop here cuz need to close e laptop as we r going off to lunch....having 2hrs break so they decided to go town to eat ....

1:24 PM
HEROES

Monday, July 17, 2006

well am back here blogging..anw was a great weekend…on Saturday as normal we haf service then after tat we din eat dinner be'cos we went down to kate hse to visit her as she is sick and we also bought her a lemon honey drink too,besdie that we also pray for her. Well on sunday,woke up very early then went to meet small abi for breakfast at ps but in the end din get to eat breakfast so we ate early lunch at kfc then also cedric came to join us as both abi n cedric they need to reach tehre at 2pm. so the three of us ate together n fellowship together...after we eat finish,we went for a walk then we saw a sister in the CW GRp but dunno how spell her name.teh sister was working at the foodfair at PS. well after walking ard PS, we headed to ECP to go for suntan 1hr haha..hmmm so small abi also wanna tan so both of us tan. AFter everything,we proceed to the big splash there then there is a total of 84 people water baptism and congrates to all of them and also to my dearest sheep no longer call cheryl but her name is camillan lehz.....e old has gone n e new has come...congrates to all e dians who water bap yesterday.....hmm after tat we took alot of pictures n really njoy with my sheep n we went eat dinner with e rest of e dians.....overall was good fellowship and bonding with e other CG. Well i want to said also is that i initally was going hoem alone but guess wat,jolene saw me then she tell me that she can take 966 so then i said okie..then she said i accompany u take the same bus lo...actuallie we both very long din catch up with one another very long cuz we both serve different unit but one thing the same is we serve e same god. BAsically i know her very long already,we serve in the same ministry at highschool which is ushering but again we r different unit too...i from the CENTRAL Grp then she from the EASt GRp. Anw i dunno wat ya to said but basically am praying for my grandfather as he is still in the hospital and praying that he will be strong.

3:58 PM
HEROES

Monday, July 10, 2006

Well today is the start of the week!!!

9/7/06(Sunday)

well was a Sunday and wat I did,hmmm I did a lot and went out the whole day,first was went down to CTM and follow by dmm with ace n meihwa also came for the dmm n we had teaching by ace.She tot us vision. After the dmm meeting,we went to eat dinner together at the fat mama shop. Well when i was on e way home,i chat with my sheep cheryl on the phone and we was discussing things for cg....well so when i reach home, i din immediately bath but i went to seek god...yea after tat,i went online and then kate chated with me online too...so kate also gave me her blog then i went to read yea....so when i read,i dunno wat to said but was happy for her be'cos she wrote in her blog and said that she want to bring her fren to christ and she reallie luv god and even desire to noe more abt god..wow so i also told her that dun worry i will tecah her and she will be coming for cg this week too....when i told her said that cg is on thursday at bishan,she said okie......kate i want tell you that god love u so much!! :)

8/7/06(saturday)

today was a great day n indeed i learn alot from the sermon too....well after service we went starhub there to eat then after eat,we had a small surprise celebration for kate.....she was surprise when we celebrated for her and also some of us encourage her and also some of us give her gift and cards....well after everything we pray for her and then after praying,we took pictures. well after that we went to e pool place and we wanted to play but then was full so we sat at the staircase and talk and after talking we left and we went home together...reallie njoy the moment in e train n she open up to me alot like she told me abt her parents and even tel me to meet her near her hse when i free.....then i told her said sure n basically she stay the same block as my fren .....afterall we had a great time together n cynthia,cheryl n wanyu also njoy n learn thru e sermon n also e whole east a we walk together to the PS MRT station..I LOVE YOU ALL MY SHEEPS n my cg members n i be there for you always and god love all of you

5:03 PM
HEROES

Friday, July 07, 2006

well today is joel birthday so wanna wish u a happy birthday and may you continue to grow…hmmm basically yesterday all the cls we meet at PS then we head down to ace hse cuz meihwa stay together. Our main thing to go her hse was actuallie to surprise meihwa as it is her bdae...well had lots of fun and we left her hse ard 12+ n we all took cab home cuz no bus then also cannot overnite if nt ace wanna collect 5 dollars from us then somemore is slp in toilet..see very bad hor haha(joking)reason nt staying cuz next day sch haha...well after i reach home i din sleep cuz i went bath then i sleep.....hmmm ltr meeting jingmin n joel cuz we will be going to e driving place to register...well i would wan said tat god pls help me when i do my driving exam but anw is still early.....then after tat have plan....hmmmm tml is saturday n also tml is service n WFL n i very excited tat i going to learn alot oso n i wan to haf more faith n last but not least, i very happy for meihwa........haf to go now.....

4:34 PM
HEROES

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Hey people….well firstly I would wan to said HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MEIHWA…hmm yesterday was a great Poly/Di PnW nite n one thing tat am very happie was kate was there but she left half way but at least she come…hmmm during the PnW nite,god spoke to me a lot..haha cannot said so much cuz it is secret between me n god....well while we travel back,had a great time with my sheep cynthia n we tok alot of crap.hmm today my brother daughter is coming home,praise god tat she last nite can drink milk n drink water at hospital so the doctor let her discharge todae...which mean hoem will be noisy too be'cuz she cry very loud but is okie.....well basically dunno wat to blog lehz but wanna thx god for everything...haf to go now n everyone who reading my blog must take care.....I love east a very much n also the people...

5:11 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

wow time passes so fast n now is Tuesday n which means evo camp is today n now…hmmm u people muz be wondering y I still can blog,well basically is I haf sch so I will join them after my sch…well very excited to go later haha…anw yesterday ard 9+,kate call me n tell me she wanna meet me so i meet her at admiralty mrt station n i pass her the gift n a card to her...can see she very happy..after meeting her,she went home then i oso so ard 11+ she called me also n she also ask me abt god..wow can see she is really a good seed n can see her desire towards GOD...she want to noe more abt god b4 she go tell her mum..wow tat is great..praise god!!!!LOoking forward to Poly/Di PnW nite tml......will be stopping here for today.....Tc

2:10 PM
HEROES

Monday, July 03, 2006

the weekends was a great wan,well lots of thing to said but 1st muz said tat Saturday was a great service and guess wat,east a haf a convert n her name is kate..wow praise the lord…actuallie kate is huimei student…well she stay near me too…..well beside tat on saturday,we haf Cls overnite retreat n we watch soccer at liang mac there...wow it was filled with mani people watching soccer n the first match was a sad want as ENGLAND lost n BRAZIL lost in the second match too...This two was e country i support for tat day n in e end they lost.. Well the next match,i will support GERMANY and come to think of it,world cup is ending soon also.....tat was abt saturday n let me said abt sunday now...hmmm sunday was great too as e whole east we meet up n haf lunch n we went to take pics for e EVO CAMP SHOWTIME n in the end we also acted a dream..tat was reallie funnie n can see tat we all njoy despite of the very hot day....hmmm today is a monday n very sad actuallie cuz my JINJIN nichelle(my brother daugher) is going for a operation n will nt be home for 3days. HAd been praying for her too be'cuz she is juz 5 months old n seeing her go operation i felt very sad but i trust in the lord tat she will be fine......haf to stop writing be'cuz need to call kate now.....yea....will nt be updating as i will be going for evo camp tml......

5:20 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

anw yesterday was having miting at long john then I reach 1hr earlier cuz the miting is 7.30pm then I reach 6.30pm cuz no where to go so I went to LJS to wait for ace n Joel. After waiting for them, I slowly saw Joseph n steph..coming in to LJS n so they ask me when I here so I said miting n waiting for them lo,haha...well half way thru the meeting, I saw my sec.sch senior ALINA....she is the ger whom I first noe her in sec sch when I first enter into the SMSS then she the one who ask me join T&F n NPCC as my CCA during the CCA fair. Then Being a nice junior, I did join both but more devoted to T&F be'coz when I was in SMPS, my cca is T&F then I love tis cca so I join. so I remember once we have training at Toa Payoh stadium then was on our June holiday while we were on our way to stadium, one of the senior said y nt dun go for trg cuz is going to rain so that time I was so stupid la then they said dun go so I dun go lo but let me tell u,i was only sec 1 only n that day only 10 turn up for trg n so when we was abt to run away from trg,guess wat,my coach call me n ask where r we, so tat point of time I don't know wat to said so alina as the T&F captain help me answer then she tok on the phone to the coach and after everything, we still went for trg.At that pt of time, I learn my lesson is that do the thing which is right n not wrong.hmm y am I saying this, I oso don't know...well basically tat senior alina is the one who I very close with in school n in trg n also outside although she two yrs older then me n tat time when I was sec 1,everyone say dat she is my sister n true enough we are sister n she is the one who teach me math n I improve alot n for your info, she teach me math till I graduate n although she graduate earlier then me, we come out together n she teach n one thing tat everyone said is we both have the same shoes back n same school bag n like the same brand...anw alina if u r reading tis,dun kill me but must said thank you to me.....well yesterday also did spend good time with my mum when I reach home n I told her need to get a new computer be'cos my comp not good n is slow n I cant stand, so to my surpraise,she said next month go see n I going to pray hard tat I will get to buy.....later going to be excited be'coz am miting the east a at tamp n we going to have a great time together also........tml I will update...now have to go.......bye....god I love u..............

11:54 AM
HEROES

Monday, June 26, 2006

today is the start of e week and when tis morning I wake up,I tot was 8am then I tot I late,haha but when look at the clock,it was only 7am n well is like so scary lo…anw am a person who dun reallie like to debate and guess wat,yesterdae gt someone wan to debate with me n i said that it okie. well wat shld i said for today in my blog,hmmm i will said that on saturdae was a great service n beside tat,i bring my cousin to church n they both are brother n sister.The sister is slight quiet because she is young n abit shy and the brother is elder then her sister. when we reach nexus,alot of people speak to them mandrain but guess wat,they dun reallie understand be'cos we dun reallie speak mandrain at home or during our family gathering n so some of them said that now they know why my mandrain so lousy.haha!!So AT first both of them very quiet then slowly i intro them to e church people,n one of the brother in di grp name big J,kept telling alot of people that is his cousin n initally there is people believe him. haha cant believe it rite....yup both of them njoy themself the whole of saturdae n after e whole thing,i send them home.It was a great day. Unfortuanlety din see 3 converts in my grp n at first i felt very discourage but i still trusting in the lord for ITE CONVERTS n also N LEVEL CONVERTS. As l was looking at my calender, i was telling myself that so fast is going to be e month of July and can see times reallie fly very fast. Have to go for break now n tml will update if i can...I love u jesus

4:24 PM
HEROES

Friday, June 23, 2006

well I cant believe that I and been updating continuously 3 days and not missing one of the day to update. Anw yesterday was a good sow with the contacts although she din accept but she said she will consider again n let me know n this time am not going to give up but am going to fast n pray tat she will accept Jesus into her life n am going to follow up her n kept sharing with her all the way n trusting in the lord too. Beside tat I was also chatting with my cousin n inviting him to tis sat ESS n tis is my first time asking him n bringing him out. BTW dun get it wrong okay, he is my cousin n his name is Jeremy n this yr he taking his O level, haha he juz like me be'cos we both dislike Chinese lesson n dun really speak mandarin. Back again, I felt discourage at times be’cos I go sow n meet my contacts but y e person nv convert, hmm I noe y cuz GOD will pour in n bless u when It is the proper time n so am not going to said die be’cos am trusting in the lord that he will bless east a not one but he will bless us with double n even 3 and more. God I know u r reading it n I sincerely uphold everything in ur hands n I commit myself n the whole east a into your hands, in the name of Jesus amen. Come on, east a lets run the race 2gether!!!

1:56 PM
HEROES

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Anw yesterdae actuallie wanna go swimming then when I reach home,I went to my room n rest awile while waiting for my mum,then in the end when she came back home n cook then guess wat I felt asleep n in e end nv go swimming. Anw later I am going SOW @ AMK in the evening,n trusting in e lord tat we will haf breakthru in the whole of EAST A CG n tml also going SOW @ TAMP 2gether with my sheep cheryl n very excited abt it n also is her 1st time SOWING n she is excited too....!!!!well is a great day for me today,tml n everyday be'cos god is with me n i will rejoice n b glad in it n e WHOLE of east a together will bring in love for one another n running together in the race.AMEN!!! I would like to said that I LOVE U ALL MY SHEEPS N I ALSO LOVE THE CG MEMBER n also thru ur difficult time,i will b there to help u. Btw would also like to said to yanjing is that i love u too although u r busy with ur work but remember on e things is that i reallie treasure u alot as my sheeps n i love u too as my sheep too be'cos am willing to go all out for u thru ur difficult times n reallie hope to see u in service too...if u r reading now,pls do msg me n let me noe n also the other cg members also miss u alot n one things is that GOD LOVE U N HE WILL NV NEGLECT U AT ALL.. I also want to said i love u my shepherd ace n reallie learn lots of things from u....lastly i would wan to said is that lets grow 2gether n learn together.......I LOVE THE EAST A PEOPLE ALOT......

11:41 AM
HEROES

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

tis pic too at sentosa during e challenge ur limit

tis pic too at my grandma hse during CNY
Hey am back here blogging!!Anw been so long that I din update be'cos my home the computer can’t go in n don’t know y la!!anw been so busy recently too be'cos been doing a lot of planning for the east a ger grp n also helping my sheep’s to grow from glory to glory but one thing is that I not complaining but I NJOYS doing all this. Basically that dae I was on my MSN chatting wif hezhen which is my cousin n is e first time we chat so much but no matter wat she is the cousin which is e closest to me n we grew up together, but back to the msn chatting, she was asking how am I n stuff then I told her then while I was typing to her everything, I actually tears lo!!Haha cant believe it...ya then we chatting abt my dad, then I told her that I love my dad so much till now but although cant see him but I can c his picture n then my cousin said yalor my dad pass away so early. Well after the whole chatting, we decided to go out together whenever we free n if u wondering how old is she, she is actually 10 days older then me...we born in the same yr n same month n she now know how to drive n now am still learning....I admire her as my cousin but 1 THING I ADMIRE MOST IS GOD BE'COS I KNOW GOD LOVE ME SO MUCH N HE KNOWS WHATS MY PLAN. Lastly I would like to said that I am going to run n bring the lost souls N all my fren to the KOG n am running 2gether with my leader ace n also meihwa in the race…common the east A lets reach out more n the harvest is everyday n not only ESS. AMEN!!Anw have to go now so will update soon, ans also I will make myself update everyday…GOD IS GREAT ALL THE TIME N ALL THE TIME GOD IS GREAT.

2:09 PM
HEROES

Thursday, May 04, 2006

hey people,am back here blogging and currently at my fren house using her computer be'coz home comp crazy lehz...well is so long that i nv blog n now here i haf to think wat to blog....haha....anw i finally went to sentosa on that sunday for the challenge your limit and is reallie fun getting to know each other and can u imagine u suspose to swim for one end to the other end and is liek so scary be'cos u wun know if there is water snake or crab inside but overall no one was injured and our unit came in second but still we njoy although we did nt win the $300. After reaching home,my leg is all cramp but the next day i went out again to suntec with one of my spiritual buddy to accompany her go buy present and we talk alot and also asking each other hows our spiritual life n alot more...Anw we walk for very long and when i reach home i just feel so tired and dont feel like walking around but still i walk be'cos when i reach home then my mum reach hoem later then me tehn she tell me that she fell down and being a good daughter, i help her apply some oil on to her backbone and also asking her to c doctor the next day. In all this things,i pray for my mum that she will be heal and guess wat,god answer the prayer. i had set a goal is that to be a CL by may'06 and suppot my leader ace all the way. haf to go off be'cos i need to go home too....stay tune for the next update!haha!god bless

8:04 PM
HEROES

Thursday, January 05, 2006

anw today is so tired,after 5.30pm i rush down to amk ministry hse then practise e praise with the guitariest then so nervous beacuse i scared half way during the praise will haf problem but indeed nuth happen n i wanna thz god for it..well i wanna said that i was quit sad becoz no one take home the lyrics then in the end i threw away the paper but nvm god knows my heart..anw tml is friday le and so fast 1st week of jan is gone n three more weeks to CNY and am excited becoz i will also believe in god that whoever i bring for service,they will convert.anw i like teh song title we have a vision.well i will end here cuz alot things to do...

10:24 PM
HEROES

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

9:14 PM
HEROES

hey peepz...anw am back here writing blogs..well i am juz so lazy to update my blogs but since i promise someone then i better write if nt the person wil kill me lo!!haha!!anw 2006 is a brand new year n watever happen in the past juz dun tink too much lo...!!Is reallie a great time with the people ard me during the countdown at the changi chalet ferry point 2 n is also so fun that we actuallie play polar bear for very long hours. During that night the countdown,we also combine with SP,NYP n DI and at that nite itself we play water as in we splash on people and ended up someone use chillie sauce and make me arz..wan said thx arz the person.haha!!well CNY is juz ard the corner and i still nt yt buy clothes and i juz dunno y tis yr am so slow to buy my clothes,hai~being the youngest at home is nt good for me because alot of tings!!watever it is i muz gif thks to e lord.anw before the end yr of 2005,some of the DIans n our leader we went cycling n it was so fun n here is some of the pics...

8:02 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

took at the new campus at unimas

tis is our mission team

we took our big family photo at the airport

took tis at the kuching christian bookshop

tis was our presentation to them

11:48 PM
HEROES

i am here to testify that how god is so real to me during my short term mission trip(STM)
I would like to said that this is my very first time i am going for a short term mission trip and it was an awesome experiences with the brothers and sisters in christ.People in HOPE KS are really lovely and they always have the spirit of running after God's heart and this really inspired me by their simple faith spirit and they always dream big for jesus and this really keep me walking with god and not to give up no matter what situation and always look to god if we cant solve ourself. During this mission trip,i capture the people vision in HOPE KS and they are a big family which are always so excited for world mission and i was inspires by the NBs over there because he/she also eager to learn how to pioneer and this really make me think that not only a long christian can pioneer but even NBs also can give their best although they had just know christ.I was really encourage by their life story and their heart attitude is the key point that i really wanting to bring back and the burning heart spirit to my group and my sheeps.
On two days of the evax,which is on 7 and 8 of October 2005,we went to their UNIMAS to go for evax and god bless one of our sister convert and we told ourself that is not enough beacuse our goal was 5,so the next day when the sister went to follow up the convert,god is so real that he bless us another two convert and i was so happy that one of them is my personal convert and in this,god really bless me as i keep praying that the people heart will be soften and they will be open and god did not just bless me with the convert but god is so real that this convert is so responsive.
In this two days of evax,it really renew me and make me think that god is so real there no matter what religion they are or what race they are,they just need one person which is GOD because he is the only person that created us and change us and we should not be selfish by keeping to ourself but we shold be proud to share with others although they are elder then us or younger then us. From now i want to have the spirit of perservances in whatever i do.

Anw way i wan to said a BIG thanx u to all the HOPE KS BROTHERS AND SISTERS for hosting us and ur hospitility towards us!!I miss all all of you peoples!!!!!!!!!

11:28 PM
HEROES

Monday, May 23, 2005

haizz!!!!Anw last few days beri tired becuz my writing down wat i wanna achieve in the this quarter lo.....Well actually my goal is to have at least 4 sheep by end july n also reallie eager to wan to haf a CG too...N also reallie very eager to do survery n to collect alot of contacts n also SOW with the contacts n not onlie tat, i also wan to bring them to noe christ too....Well actuallie now i am updating my blog hor,i am veri tired lo,becuz 2dae my family n all my cousin,we went to our grandma hse for gathering lo n at there,i play with my cousin X-box n i won!!haha!!(anw i tell u tat when i play with my cousin the X-BOX,i dunno how to play e game,so all i do is juz hit n hit onlie)Btw yesterday was a fruithful day...Well i cant write much now...becuz i am going to slp soon but b4 tat i nd to do QT so tat i can slp...yea so gtg le!!miss ya peepz....

1:08 AM
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Thursday, May 12, 2005

POOH BEAR POEM

christopher_robin goes

Hoppity, Hoppity,

HopWhenever i tell him

Politely to stop it, he

Say's he can't possibly stop.

If he stopped hopping, he couldn't go anywhere,

Poor little Christopher

Couldn't go anywhere...

That's why he always goes

Hoppity, Hoppity,

Hoppity,

Hop.

11:17 PM
HEROES

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

todae me very tired becuz today went back to e student care for work lo...well den after tat me at nite went to the ger hse to teach her science becuz she next day gt exam...!!!anw went i reach home i was so hungry becuz i did not eat my dinner so my mum cook carrot cake for me to eat den after i ate, den i come online..hai~tis afternoon one of my fren msg me n tell me tat she/he lost the watch tat i bought for her/him n when i read e msg, i totally felt very sad lo..hai~y like tat lo....she/he muz b so careless..haha shall teach her/him a good lesson..anw i put either he or she is becuz i dun wan tell out if he/she is a ger or a guy...sorrie peepz...

tis msg below is actually a poem
so read it n find out!!!!!!!!!

God

I had on new clothes,

New sneaks on my feet.

I was there for class on time,

Went to the back and took my seat.

Yeah, I'm moving up,

I'm already grown.

soon I'll be graduating,

And out on my own.

I talked to some of my friends,

We were all having fun.

Said some things I shouldn't have said,

Did stuff I shouldn't have done.

I knew I was different.

I felt God touch my heart,

I knew I should set a standard,

But then I'd be set apart.

Walking to the bus,

I was not looking for strength.

I heard the car tires screeching,

But now it's too late.

I'm standing in this room,

And I can see the heavenly gate.

Oh no! I never prayed.

I thought I had time to get it straight.

An angel walked to me,

He had a book in his hand.

I knew it was the Book of Life,

When would this dream end?

I told him my name,

And he began to look.

Then he looked at me sadly and said,

Your name is not in this book.

Angel, this is a dream,

No, I can't be dead.

He closed the book and turned away,

He whispered - You cannot proceed ahead.

No...no this can't be real,

Angel, you can't turn me away.

Let me talk to God.

Maybe he'll let me stay.

He led me to the gate,

Jesus came to me.

He did not let me in but said,

Beloved what is your need?

Jesus, I cried, please,Don't cast me away from you.

Tears ran down his face as he said,

You knew what you needed to do.

Lord, please I'm young,I never thought I would die.

I thought I'd have plenty of time,

Death caught me by surprise.

Lord, I went to church,

Please Jesus, I believe.

He said you would not accept me,

My love you would not receive.

Lord, there were too many hypocrites,

They weren't being true.

He took a step back and asked,

What does that have to do with you?

Lord, my family claimed to be saved,

They weren't real. You know.

He said, I died for you,Now I have to go.

I fell to my knees crying to Him,

Lord, I planned to be real tomorrow.

I couldn't make Him understand,

I had never-felt such sorrow.

Then it hit me hard, I said,

Lord, where will I go?

He looked into my eyes and said,

My child you already know.

Please Jesus, I begged,The place is so hot.

It seemed to trouble and grieve him,He whispered,

DEPART FROM ME, I KNOW YOU NOT.

Lord, you're supposed to be love,

How can you send me to damnation?

He replied, With your mouth you said you loved me,

But each day you rejected my salvation.

With that in an instant,Day turned into night.

I never knew such torture could be,

Now too late,

I know the Bible is right.

If I can tell you anything,Hell has no age.

It is a place of torture,

Separated from God and full of rage.

If you never accept Jesus Christ,

H-ELL IS WAITING FOR YOU!So please, ask Him into your heart.

-----So PLEASE tell the good news to Non-Believers sho dunno jesus-----

11:36 PM
HEROES

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

OKAY. !!!!!!!!!!!!

this is my update!

hahaha. short one lah.can?

ok basically. my everydays are too interesting to be blogged ab0ut. hahaha. seriously. i'm living my life to the fullest, like i always do. having ALL the time of my life.......

well tis morning ard 10plus went TTSH for a check up n guess wat at there,me n my mum waited like one hour plus n i was like so hungry at that time lo..hai~but the doctor said muz continue eating the medicine n muz go back to c the doctor on next thursdae....hai~so the ma fang....after seeing the doctor n taking the medicine,i follow my mum to PS becuz she need to go to the bank den after tat we went home...well ya me will continue to writ etmr...miss ya peepz...

i juz think i shld put tis up in the blog...

here it goes n read below...

Sin
The Bible says "No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man.

God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your strength,

but with the temptation will also provide the way of escape, that you may be

able to endure it. So my dear friends, flee from the worship of idols"

(1st Corinthians 10:13-14) God knows how strong you are. He will

definitely not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. So dear

readers of this blog, if you ever face temptation, remember:

Pray and ask God to grant you strength to stay away from the sin of this world.

Remember you have a choice -with God or against God.

To God be the glory and honour forever.

11:01 PM
HEROES

Monday, May 09, 2005

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it isnt h0w muchie y0u've givenn 0r receivedd;
n0r h0w many times y0u've helpedd eachh 0ther,
but its h0w y0u valuee 0ne an0ther.

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4:55 PM
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Anw last wk we haf a Poly/Di camp...It was totally awesome!!!Overall view for the environment & weather...Is like army camping n is super humid during e day but is quite cold e during at night!!We went to tat place on 30 Apr 2005 in e morning and it's at Sarimban Camp site, Lim Chu Kang there. At teh camp there We touched on the Book on Haggai-Building God's house!!!we really 'enjoyed' the place there ba...I likes some of the programmes such as the 1st night game...Hahaha...Second day was a life-transforming night..I responded to an area tat was my struggle...REally really very happy at that moment & I'm totally awaken by wat God have spoke to me!!!Followed by the campfire cum talent time totally funny & creative acting...The last day was full of challenges & powerful calling from Jasmine...really learn alot during those teachings & challenge times.This camp is reallie a GD challenges n it really brings everyone's the heart, mind n soul...Lastly is tat we wanna see the whole district to break 300 by end of June..LETS DO ALL OUT FOR GOD..

4:13 PM
HEROES

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

[[For.You`]]

My idea of happiness
Is to be with you always
You took away my loneliness
Put a huge grin on my face
I was down
You took away my frown
I have finally found
The truest friend around
My life was futileBut you made it fertile
Never left me untilI was able to stand still
You helped me carry
My burden and agony
You are the melody
The wonderful tone
The song that is within me
My life was empty
You filled it wholly
With your love and mercy
I am truly lucky
To have someone who understands me
You were the bright star that guided me
Through my way towards calvary.
**

1:55 PM
HEROES

Monday, January 24, 2005

Missing" - by Evanescence

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no
one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know
-
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]

1:42 AM
HEROES

Don't be too good I will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you.

It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him
is actually a person who loves me more than I love him.

If someone comes into your life
and becomes a part of you
but for some reasons he couldn't stay,
don't cry too much...
Just be glad that your paths crossed and;
somehow he made you happy even for a while.

Bottom-line : Time will tell.
If he's yours he will surely come back.

Don't throw your back to love
when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you
because if you do,
someday you'll think again
why you let love fly away
when it was once residing next to you.

Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you!
It's not easy to find a person who loves you.
It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart.

The greatest regrets in our lives
are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you happy,
GO FOR IT.
Remember that we pass this way only once.

Bottom-line : Time doesn't wait.
If you think you might have found the right one,
treasure the person,
don't let that person get away.
Don't let fear hold you back.
Give it a try else you might regret later...

"No one other than ourselves know
what can truly make us happy.

"Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other,
"I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?
""I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..."

Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person
who constantly lets chances pass by
without making any efforts to salvage them.
We normally don't realize
how important our loved and close ones are
until they leave us,
and then we start regretting,
which results in misery.

Lost time is NEVER gained again...

1:27 AM
HEROES

Sunday, January 23, 2005

hi..pple am back here writing my blog liao....haha tink i did not update like a month plus cuz i juz gt no time to write n somemore i gt alot of problem going on......anw e past few wks i juz so piss off with e people cuz i dunno wat e person wan...hai~i juz cant stand e person cuz tis person had been lying so much tat he dun even noe..haha e person muz be tinking i stupid to believe h..but to said e truth i did not even trust n believe h..anw i will b happie if e person one day tell me all e truth tat she/he is lying to me..i juz hope tat my dream will come true n i wan to b committed to church more n muz pray to god always..n i juz hope tat my work place pple or who will understand my working thing n i need to think abt my future from now cuz i need to decide if i wanna continue work in this line or dun wan..but to said e truth i will not work long in tis line cuz i dun wan n i dun like also....anw i gtg liao cuz need to take my medicine n need to rest now....miss ya pple......

2:44 PM
HEROES

Friday, November 19, 2004

wEll is like i gt a week nv update my blog liao,cuz recently been very busy with my stuff lor.Hai...gt alot of thing happen in e last few day or can said wks cuz of some matters then quarrel & ask the person alot of things lor,then tis matters not onlie i saw but my frens saw but well i juz dunno wat to do...???aNw haf to thx zihui for helping me with my blog n sorry for all e trouble.Well time fly very fast n the next month is december n soon am turning 18yrs old liao..(haha..can watch m18 movie liao)anw i wan to go suntan lor..but hai dunno when e MISS L.....wan go lor...Anw i realise tat in the world no one is perfect..mE fren said i trust my close fren too much n some of them take advantage of me but i juz dunno y some of them wan do tis to me. I had to ask myself e 1st qns,(1)it is i treat them too gd tat y they like tat to mi? (2)it is i am very stupid(well sometimes i am..haha)ANW my close fren was asking me something then i told her tat i will nt give up cuz i seriously wan to change n tis is e truth n i mean it cuz i wan to do it n show to tat peson.(dun guess who is e person cuz soem of u juz dunno who lor)well i will update tmr of another day cuz now haf to off the computer liao.....sweet dream.....muck....zzzzzzzzz

12:45 AM
HEROES

Sunday, October 31, 2004

hai..today played badminton and basketball with a pretty girl(liying). then played bball wif a few pros.. HAI.me and liying will go on an intensive training programme after Os.. we must lose cellulites man! yesterday went for smss funfair..saw many people..and the stupid haunted house ghost person grab my leg.. hai..actually did not want to go but just went to support my juniors. bought alot of things but over all the fair was quite pathetic plus a tiny winny little fun. how i wish that ... was there. my heart melts. hai.. life is very boring sometimes.. cause of some lame reasons. my heart shattered into pieces after hearing the unpalatable facts. but im relentless. no matter wad, i will try my best not to make ... angry.. Life is full of decision making..but what really lies within is the thoughtfulness and care. i will always treasure the friendship with people who left footsteps in my life.. especially those who i am able to pour my heart out to.. "I want to change!" this words are from my heart. they are not just words alone, but actions that im working towards as well. Kam Pa Te(jia you)!!

11:36 PM
HEROES

Friday, October 15, 2004

well............. i have to blog then can do changes, so bear with me.... muackz!!!!!!!!!!!

9:39 PM
HEROES