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Recently on 9/8/06 till now, I am really wired or should I said I am very different nowadays because I usually slp ard 12+ or 1am but u noe what nowadays I dun sleep or if I sleep, I sleep like 7am and then wake up half an hr later and when I lay down on my bed, I will keep thinking numbers of thing and my mum said that I look very stress and my mum even want to bring me go see doctor then I said dun wan and tat day my lecture scolded me because I did not really do very well for my test and my teacher expect me to get a certain grade but am sorry to my teacher for having tat results......anyway this is e 5th entry of the story and I might not continue saying lehz and oh well am really disappointed abt the thing that personally happen...I really cant believe the person said like this but still I dun care because I must believe and it will come true and wont said much and lord I really humble myself down...BTW today have ECG and till now the contacts still said cant and this morning two contacts said cannot come and oh well am still trusting in god and I really believe that god is really testing myself and my group a lot of things but however we have to stand firm and always must have the trust and faith in god......come on East A do not be discourage and let spur one another on and always serve god with full of JOY........lets put JESUS 1 - OTHERS 2 - YOURSELF 3......Oh well left 14 more days to end of this month n which mean the time is flying very fast and really have to treasure our every min,sec n hrs carefully.......today have two test and I think the morning paper is very difficult and later will be having one more paper and then will be going to somewhere which I 4get where and dunnno 4 what but sch bring wan so juz go lo then I have to prepare a short speech n is a last mins notice by my teacher and when I ask it is really only me then she said yes then she said must share with a big crowd n is on stage then I was telling her that am really scared because I have stage fright then she told me that no matter wat,GOD is with U then she said she will pray 4 me then I was shock then I ask her is she a Christian then she said yes she is a Christian and wow at least I have a lecture is a Christian...praise god for it......btw am selected to go for a speech at ITE BISHAN tomorrow too and at least am nt the only one because the selected seniors will be going too and also have to speak to the crowd n I don't know why must they choose me?????hmmmmm Perhaps all this is god plan.....wow nvm I have to stop lehz...will be awaiting and god bless.......