sunset

Past few days is a tiring day. It started on last Saturday early noon when I go meet my cg girls at bugis to celebrate both huiyin n jasmine birthdays. We bring jasmine to pet shop to get her hamster as a birthday gift and can see she is very happy. After buying the stuff, whole cg went to the usual café at cuppage plaza to sit down and talk till their visitor and service start and was pretty sad that I can’t join in their conversation for very long because I need to go nexus to do the cyl things. Everything in service was normal & I am very touch by the video that was play during the sermon, tears just flow and memories in the past just flash back to me. During the altar call, I can see my girls eagerly desire to share their life testimony to the friends. Want to thank god that he bless us with one convert and not only is that she a first year student. At that point of time, I can see all my girls were really joyful and I want to say to my cg girls is that you all did well in inviting and sowing. Never give up during the tough time n let witness more converts in our cg. Amen.

Saturday night time chill up was at T3 TCC with Joleen, James, Joel, chenwei & me. We chat about ministry and we even share the first impression of each of us feel towards one another. The talk is really a good talk with one another. We left T3 around 4am. Then the moment I reach home, I faster shower and went to nap awhile.
Sunday was really a whole day event. First went to sentosa morning at 10am for cyl stuff then afternoon went to east coast park for cyl stuff also then around 8pm went to PS to order things and after that was dinner at 85 at bedok with the cyl people. Btw the thing that happens that whole night till 3am plus, was a funny memory. Whatever it is, thank god for you people.

Yesterday meet up my sheep at vivo to collect phone and have lunch together, pretty sad that joleen cant join us due to her work but never mind cause there is always another day. The time that I spend with jasmine my sheep was a fruitful. Especially when we sit near the sea where we can see the ship, cable car and sentosa train was just so nice n was very windy. I will said that it is a nice place to chill and especially when u sit at pcc the swing, that is even better but I so far only sit once. After that went to LJS to have dinner with jasmine, myself and another fren. Was a great dinner and after jasmine left, had a great talk with that fren too. will not said so much cause i already pen down in my personal book le.

Today is another day; thank god I done ordering for the hampers, badge, wet tissue, Quaker bar and Ice Mountain already and the thing will be sending tml. Pretty happy about it, so that means I still left with the fruits ordering and milo sweets. I pray that god will help and pray that the people will charge me cheaper. God may you help. Whatever it is, am excited and looking forward for the event. Joyful.

9:27 PM
HEROES

Thursday, May 15, 2008

i did a quiz that my fren send me and here's my results....

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

After doing this, i somehow find it very true on certain things...

3:22 AM
HEROES

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

this picture is super cool..

Been few days I nv updated because been very busy in lots of stuff and plus very sick up till now. Really want to say a big thank you to my xshepherd shuzhen for praying for me at 6th floor on Saturday after your service when you saw me and I was seriously touch. Thanks to those people that so concern for me. I appreciate it very much. Just now had a meeting with my whole cg at my house, during the meeting, every of you speak out and it is good and I can see each of you is giving your best. Really want to encourage all of you to have more faith in god and continue reading gods word daily too. I am excited for this week ess and also excited for cg mcg. I am happy that this mcg is going to be exciting and going to have many visitors coming. Lets see 10 visitors in this mcg and want to thank god for joleen and jasmine as both of them decided to take up this role to plan for the mcg. I love you two a lot and your spirit too. Have to sleep so cant said much le.

1:39 AM
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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

3:53 PM
HEROES

Ehhh I had been sick for 4 days lehz and still haven recover. I just pray that god will heal me fast cause if I sick, lots of thing I cannot do especially when I lost my voice, fever and flu like shepherding my sheep’s, meeting up my contacts and friends and many other things. Few days that I am so sick, I had been also telling myself that I wan to grow in god deeper and grow in all my skills and knowledge in the bible. I am proud to be in DI ministry and being in this ministry, I will want to see a cg birth out in both DOVER and CLEMENTI School and I know that it is POSSIBLE IN GOD. I am not doing alone but I am doing it with god strength and I know gods see my heart desire. One of the week when my shepherd meet me, she told me this is that be prepare to lead mixed gender cg too and I told myself is that I am ready for it and I will take it because this is all gods plan. I am going to do 40 days fasting & praying and with this fasting & praying, it is for my own growth and also both my sheep and cg growth. Seriously I am expecting to see my cg to have a super big revival this few months and want to tell you girls is that whatever testing god give you, you can take it want. REMEMBER GOD WILL NV GIVE TESTING THAT YOU CAN’T TAKE IT.
Lastly I would like to say is that I love every single of you in my cg and those that I hang out with normally, I love you too. Want to also encourage those that I normally hang out with is that continue to run in the race and dun give up serving. Just keep yourself focus on god.

Leadership perks!

Courage
anointing
wisdom

for

discipleship
outreach

Lord, guide me!
I need all of the above! I need to grow wiser to solve all man's problems,
I need anointing to lead my group and I need courage to face the uncertain issues! Lord, I want to sharpen my skills in discipleship and outreach! Help me!

3:51 PM
HEROES

Ecclesiophobia --> fear of church
Chronophobia --> fear of time
Dutchphobia --> fear of dutch
Phagophobia --> fear of being eaten
Coulrophobia --> fear of clowns
Ranidaphobia --> fear of frogs
Ailurophobia --> fear of cats
Homilophobia --> fear of sermons
Thanatophobia --> fear of death

1:43 PM
HEROES

Currently in the month of April, is a time to catch hold of all the freshman and a time to run the race even we r tired and let’s go all the way out. God is going to do lots of thing in our cg this month and let see a big revival in DI 1. In this quarter, i am going to see another cg birth out. I will not say much about that. Few days ago, i had been going Malaysia for dinner n then went city square to shop awhile. Want to say I enjoy going with you all and I think you know who you are.
Want to end of with this is tat:
yes, God gives us courage for our daily challenges
but great courage belongs to you who leave your comfort to pursue God-given vision

1:34 PM
HEROES

In the month of March, is again very happening because we have our areta camps which consist of Poly, Di & Ns people. I will say is a different camp. This time round we dun have games in camp, we have comfortable bed for each of them, we have chalet for each cg, lastly is tat we have buffet in camp. Overall i enjoy n i learn a lot in camp even with the duties tat i need to carry out during camp time but one thing is that i seriously love serving people and working with new people. In this camp, i can see my cg grow a lot and witnessing all my sheep so eager to apply wat they learn in camp into their spiritual walk with god and during camp, god show me even a clear picture in my cg and this is the time i really comfirm tat god give de. Not forgetting, i want to welcome sherlyn into DI 1. Here is another list of people i want to thank god for in this camp that i work so closely with:
- Liping
- Phoebe
- Yiheng
- Jeremy
- Gary
- Stephen
- Samuel
- Cedric
- Jacob
- Stewart (think i dun need said because u know rite)
- Azri (u know urself)
- Wei xiong (u know urself)

Here is another list i want to thank god for those people during the affirmation time and this people somehow really impact my life a lot:
- Joleen
- Jasmine
- Jul
- Huiyin
- yokeling(even u not tat but i know u have thing to said de)
- Hong koon
- Ace
- Jey
- Phoebe
- Liping
- Joycelyn
- Stewart
- Azri
- Suquan
- Meihwa
- Liyan
- Pastor jasmine
To conclude, i just want said that i love all of you and glad to serve god and lets see each other at the end of the race.

1:28 PM
HEROES

It had been super long time that I did not update my blog and those regular reader kept scolding me and asking me to update and so finally I am free now n so I decided to blog and therefore you all dun scold me le  I will start of with the month of Feb 2008 during cny celebration. This year celebration is so happening & I just love it. On the other hand, i would said that I manage to went out with the mission team people whom i went mission with in the year of 2007 to Hope BP. basically we have steamboat together at bugis area and after tat went to Stewart house for cny visitation with the family and not forgetting before the mission outing, i went Joel hse as he invited some of the di and non di people to his house. Guess wad, Joel cook some western food n is a healthy food for us n want to thank god for you. Few days ago, i went to my sheep house for visitation too and at the same time getting to know their parents and i would said my sheep parents are good in baking cookies and is super nice..Wanna thank god for Joleen mum n jasmine mum. i believe this two parents will received salavation soon...next i also want to thank those that came my house for cny n you people really make a great impact in my life a lot. I will not forget the day. Err i will not said so much abt cny le but once again this r the few people i want to thank god:
- Joleen
- jasmine
- wanyu
- Jul
- Huiyin
- yokeling
- Joel
- james
- glenn
- Stewart
- Jacob
- Shuling
- joella
Really had great n fun time with you people during cny and those stupid stuff we did and also taking picture with one another. Btw i will post the picture soon.

1:21 PM
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