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Monday, March 23, 2009 "God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains; it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world." - C. S. Lewis "I have held many things in my hands, and I have lost them all, but whatever I have placed in God's hands, that I still possess." - Martin Luther Saturday, March 14, 2009 YES YES YES!! Meet up with 2 people yesterday at Suntec and we went to gelarie ice cream place. The place is not many people as most people must are crazy with the IT Fair. We set at gelarie for about 2 hours and we just chat about life n ministries. Personally I love this type of time with the people. Thru out the chat, one of them said that I am strong enough to last till now and I said is because I think about people and people matter to me a lot. The other things is that the person mention that xiuzhen you are being ill treat and yet u can survive till now and I said yes I can and the person said I admire you and the person mention that if I am you, I had left church long ago. Haha. Just to let you know that these 2 people are the one I seldom meet up daily but somehow both of them are important to me. They are people who understand me and not only that we understand one another too. I just want to meet up with these 3 people to spend a one to one time together. I did not type their full names because I don’t want to. U wan to know it is you, den sms me or call me and ask. -sh..... -st..... -fi... meet up meet up Thursday, March 12, 2009 Wednesday, March 11, 2009 Choices. It’s inevitable, isn’t it? Life is all about making choices. You can’t have the best of both worlds. Choose one, and you’ll have to be mentally prepared to lose the other. It wasn’t easy for me to come to a decision. This matter had been troubling me for days and weeks. And up till this afternoon, I was still bent on choosing the first. Guilty as I felt, I couldn’t imagine otherwise. But the conversation I had with a friend last night & what she had said to me kept ringing in my ears. I’d come this far; I couldn’t go back there again. So I made my final decision. I’ll need oodles of self-control not to fall back into that trap. I’d probably end up losing something I really treasured, FOREVER, & feel upset about it, but ultimately I know God is still with me…- Below is a random songs and words that is very meaningful. haha I’ve been waiting for my dreams To turn into something I could believe in And looking for that magic rainbow On the horizon I couldn’t see it until I let go Gave into love And watched all the bitterness burn Now I’m coming alive Body and soul And feelin’ my world start to turn And I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time To be more than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life Time of my life Holding onto things that vanished Into the air Left me in pieces But now I’m rising from the ashes Finding my wings And all that I needed was there all along Within my reach As close as the beat of my heart And I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time to be More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life The time of my life And I’m out on the edge of forever Ready to run Keeping my feet on the ground Arms open wide, Face to the sun And I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time to be More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time, This is the time of my life, my life More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time, This is the time of my life, (Na na na na na, na na na na na) This is the time of my life, (Na na na na na) The time of my life, Time of my life. this is the time of your life. :) - David Cook/ The Time Of My Life “Know therefore that the LORD your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commands.”- Deuteronomy 7:9 Job 17:11 (New International Version) 11 My days have passed, my plans are shattered, and so are the desires of my heart. Monday, March 09, 2009 When I Think About the Lord Lyrics: When I Think about the Lord, How He saved me, how He raised me, how He filled me, with the Holy Ghost. How He healed me, to the uttermost. When I Think about the Lord, how He picked me up and turned me around, how He placed my feet on solid ground Chrous* It makes me wanna shout, Halleilujiah, Thank you JESUS, LORD, your worthy, of all the glory, and all the honor, and all the praise... I am not dead or i am not running away. This is my very first time i am sharing it out in this blog and people who read, dont start judging or doubt me. If you want know more, ask me personally. The whole month of February, i went thru alot of Ups & Downs and it was during the last 2 weeks of February, i went thru the worst and i just dunno how to describe over here. During one of the days, i rec'd sms and i was ask to meet up. During the few meet up, question was raise up and i have to answer to each question and guess this sound like i get caught and the police is questioning me. haha. As she ask me and i told her, i feel nothing at first because is just another session and session but as she continuing asking more question which is very deep, i feel hurt, i feel sad and memories just flash back. I know i have to tell therefore i took the courage and reply her the answer with tears just flowing down my eyes with those meet up she plan. During this few meet up sessions ends,i did not take train home but i took cab because i want to go home fast and do up my projects and prepare my presentation but i know i will find it hard to concentrates. In the end i manage to concentrate because i told god tat i am going to leave it aside first so i could concentrate to do my projects and prepare my presentation which is more important as i want to be a salt and light and i want to do it well. Want to also said that if u r leaders, you should not leave your sheep aside n not shepherd them n dun wait till they backslide den you regret because this will be too late. We should not treat our sheep as a small kid but treat them as a young adult. Want to also said that if u r a member, you should not take your leader for granted. As your leader are also human. Dont wait till your leader or shepherd backslide or what, den you regret because this will be too late as you cant turn back the clock. i would like to keep updating this blog but cant due to many factors. Currently right now, i am unsure where should i start but i will said I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERY THINGS IN This place. Suddenly thought of this songs Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my best test Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me A lá peaceful melody It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what I'ma saying is there ain't no better reason To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons It's what we aim to do Our name is our virtue I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short this is our fate, I'm yours Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody) It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours No please, don't complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours No please, don't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait The sky is your's! |
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