When I Think About the Lord Lyrics:
When I Think about the Lord, How He saved me,
how He raised me,
how He filled me,
with the Holy Ghost.
How He healed me, to the uttermost.

When I Think about the Lord,
how He picked me up and turned me around,
how He placed my feet on solid ground

Chrous*

It makes me wanna shout,
Halleilujiah,
Thank you JESUS,
LORD,
your worthy, of all the glory,
and all the honor, and all the praise...

I am not dead or i am not running away. This is my very first time i am sharing it out in this blog and people who read, dont start judging or doubt me. If you want know more, ask me personally.

The whole month of February, i went thru alot of Ups & Downs and it was during the last 2 weeks of February, i went thru the worst and i just dunno how to describe over here. During one of the days, i rec'd sms and i was ask to meet up. During the few meet up, question was raise up and i have to answer to each question and guess this sound like i get caught and the police is questioning me. haha. As she ask me and i told her, i feel nothing at first because is just another session and session but as she continuing asking more question which is very deep, i feel hurt, i feel sad and memories just flash back. I know i have to tell therefore i took the courage and reply her the answer with tears just flowing down my eyes with those meet up she plan. During this few meet up sessions ends,i did not take train home but i took cab because i want to go home fast and do up my projects and prepare my presentation but i know i will find it hard to concentrates. In the end i manage to concentrate because i told god tat i am going to leave it aside first so i could concentrate to do my projects and prepare my presentation which is more important as i want to be a salt and light and i want to do it well.

Want to also said that if u r leaders, you should not leave your sheep aside n not shepherd them n dun wait till they backslide den you regret because this will be too late. We should not treat our sheep as a small kid but treat them as a young adult.

Want to also said that if u r a member, you should not take your leader for granted. As your leader are also human. Dont wait till your leader or shepherd backslide or what, den you regret because this will be too late as you cant turn back the clock.